"I'LL FOLLOW THE SUN"

The Beatles

One day, you'll look to see I've gone

For tomorrow may rain, so I'll follow the sun.

Some day you'll know I was the one.

But, tomorrow may rain, so I'll follow the sun.

And now the time has come, and so, My Love, I must go.

And though I lose a friend, in the end you will know. Oh, oh...

One day, you'll find that I have gone.

For tomorrow may rain, so I'll follow the sun.

Yes, tomorrow may rain, so I'll follow the sun.

And now the time has come, and so, My Love, I must go.

And though I lose a friend, in the end you will know. Oh, oh...

One day, you'll find that I have gone.

But, tomorrow may rain, so I'll follow the sun.

Okay... Now that I'm done chasing silly little pipe dreams, I can get back to business...

A while back, you'll remember, I was talking about the new Antiseptic Anxiety project. Well... I've been having some technical difficulties with my recording device (that nifty Zoom PS-04). Can't seem to get the music off the Zoomy, and on to my computer. Weird things... Now that I've got a little free time on my hands, I should be able to figure something out soon.

Been working on the new Cruel Music web site. Totally revamped, and rerocked, and restuffed with all sorts of cool effects, and whatnot. I'm digging it. Hope you's like. I'll be unveiling it Wednesday (It's the February tradition, ya know?), so be sure to stop by for that.

"THAT'S WHAT I GET"

Nine Inch Nails

Just when everything was making sense

You took away all my self-confidence

Now all that i've been hearing must be true

I guess i'm not the only boy for you

But that's what i get

That's what i get

That's what i get

That's what i get

How could you turn us into this?

After you just taught me how to kiss you.

I told you i'd never say goodbye.

Now i'm slipping on the tears you made me cry.

But that's what i get

That's what i get

That's what i get

That's what i get

Why does it come as a surprise

To think that i was so naive

Maybe didn't mean so much

But it meant everything to me

But that's what i get

That's what i get

That's what i get

That's what i get

So... Getting back to Cruel Music. 2006 should be a pretty promising year for Cruel Music. I have a lot of fun ideas floating around in my head. Planning some big, major things in terms of visual art. Not a lot of musical plans, but this is going to be a big year for video. Kinda following the seeds that were planted in 2005 (which saw an impressive FOUR video releases. Up from 2004's measly two releases, and 2003's one release). See, there's a whole new level of trust, and friendship brewing amongst the "Brotherhood," at work. Lots of respect to my friends at the grocery store! I'm kinda toying with the idea of, somehow, bringing them into Cruel Music, in some capacity. See, we're having a lot of fun there, these days. We've always joked around, and whatnot. But, since my triumphant return to the company, in November, we've just been flat-out HILARIOUS! A lot of funny things happening every day. It makes working seem like a pleasure. I really like it (a lot). So, we're trying to come up with a way to capture all of our nonsense at work on tape. Somehow. We haven't quite got the bugs worked out of that yet. It kinda makes sense to have some sort of hidden camera deal going. But, since comedy strikes at any given moment, at the grocery store, we'd probably have to keep the tapes rolling all day long. It's difficult, right now... But, this is some GOOD material, we're working on. I'm really having a lot of fun with it. All of it! The celebrities, the crazy customers, and the newly discovered art of messing with people in restuarants... Good Stuff!

Hey, hey! What do you say?

I don't even know what I was going to say, actually. I guess I'll just do some mumbo-jumbo-type of deal...

I think I'm getting sick. Who knows?! I've been saying that since, like, September, and it's just not happening. My throat feels weird, though. Really, it does! I promise!

So, I've been getting some interesting emails, lately, from some interesting people, from some interesting places all around the world. It's been fun. I likes the fun! I really hate forwards, though. I usually just delete them, without reading them. I'm sorry...

Tell me why my phone line has been down every other day for the last couple weeks...

It's been a wild ride, these last few months. I think I'm ready to retire, and just go back to being a hermit. Or, at least, just hybernate for the winter, or something. I really want to just be depressed, and hide from the world, in the safety of my room. Some certain people won't let that happen, though! ;P "I miss the comfort in being sad." I try my best to hate myself, but everyone keeps telling me how great I am, and it's making things difficult for me. It's kinda funny. Kinda ironic.

I think I'm getting sick... Heh heh. Actually, I think I'll go gargle some salt water. Thanks for believing in me. I really would like to join you, in your world, but I just don't think I belong there. Anywhere.

Happy New Year, Or Something!

Wishing y'all a very happy New Year. Hope you, and everyone you know, are doing well. I miss you. Give me a call sometime. I'm not a hermit anymore. I like to do stuff and things.

P.S. Don't know if you know my cousin, Hobie, but I want everyone out there to know that he is AWESOME!!! Hobie, if you're reading this, by some weird coincidence, THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! Friday night could have been deadly, if not for you. God bless you, sir.