Monday, December 25, 2006

I mentioned in an earlier post (when I thought I'd be moving back to Chatty, but didn't) that one of the neat things about being back in Chatty would be that I'd be able to see the "Famous People" again. I'm living in a different part of Chatty right now, and I didn't think I'd be seeing the "Famous People," but, come to find out, I've seen a couple of them! Oh happy day!!! On the very day that we moved here (in the new house) I saw the one, the only "Chicken George!" Turns out that he lives right up the road from us, so I'll be seeing a lot of him... In related news, I just saw "That Old Drunk Man" walking down the road in front of our house! Two, two "Famous People." Ahh ahh ahh!

This is great! We love our new house. We don't have to pay rent anymore, so we can afford little luxuries, like having cable TV! I think the electric bill is going to be a lot cheaper, too... Actually, ANYTHING is cheaper than $140 a month for electric! I crap you not, friends, our electric bill was usually right around $140 every month in the old place... One-Hundred, and Forty dollars!!! We don't have a phone at the moment, but I think we'll be able to afford to get one soon. Maybe. Hopefully. Gotta kinda be careful, because we've got insurance and taxes to pay on the house every year now.

Anyway, Merry Christmas!!! God bless. Peace be.

Sunday, December 17, 2006

“LIFE WASTED”
~Pearl Jam

You're always saying that there's something wrong,...
I'm starting to believe it's your plan all along,...

Death came around, forced to hear its song,...
And know tomorrow can't be depended on.

I seen the home inside your head,...
All locked doors and unmade beds.
Open sores unattended
Let me say just once that

I have faced it,... A life wasted,...
I'm never going back again.

I escaped it,... A life wasted,..
I'm never going back again.

Having tasted,... A life wasted,...
I'm never going back again

The world awaits just up the stairs
Leave the pain for someone else.

Nothing back there for you to find,...
Or was it you, you left behind?

You're always saying you're too weak to be strong,...
You're harder on yourself than just about anyone,...

Why swim the channel just to get this far?
Halfway there, why would you turn around?

Darkness comes in waves,... tell me,
why invite it to stay?

You're warm with negativity,
Yes, comfort is an energy,...
But why let the sad song play?

I have faced it,... A life wasted,...
I'm never going back again.

Oh I escaped it,... A life wasted,...
I'm never going back again.

Having tasted,... A life wasted,...
I'm never going back again.

Oh I erased it,... A life wasted,...
I'm never going back again.

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Back In The Saddle Again

Back in Chatty! It's the end of Day 3 in the new house. Everything is going really great, for the most part. I mean, the house is still in a bit of a mess, because we haven't had time to put all the stuff where it belongs... Bags laying around everywhere... A lot of things in the house don't seem to work. The kitchen sink faucet leaks badly. The washing machine doesn't work. The dryer doesn't work. We can't get our Christmas decorations up, because half of the lights don't work! But, other than that, it's typical moving stuff. Ozzy loves the place! He's getting into everything that he shouldn't be. He's in love with the Christmas tree (which we finally got up tonight, but it still doesn't have any decorations, but the lights don't work --- Gotta love "hand-me-downs," huh?).

Man, work sucks! I don't have any time to do anything anymore. I just work, sleep, and go back to work. It's really bothering me, because I don't get to spend much time with my sweet angel girl, my life, my soulmate, my Denise... And I don't get to see my mom much, and that sucks, too, because of her cancer thing, and she really needs me right now, and I don't have time to be with her! There should be jobs that only require you to work, like, 2 hours a day, and have the other 22 hours to yourself, man!

Monday, December 11, 2006

The Final Frontier... Not Space

Hey, hey! Historic moment, man! This, what you're reading right now this minute, will be my last post while being held captive by the monkey. I mentioned it the other day, but in case you missed it, or forgot, or you're just too lazy to scroll down and read my last post... WE'RE MOVING!!! We're going back to Chatty, in a nice little house we found there, like, in July, or sometime back in the summer. It's been a while, but we're finally getting in there. No more rent. No more landlords telling us what we can, and cannot, do. Ozzy can finally run free, and not have to live in constant fear of the evil monkey. Cruel Music will get back to business, too, because I'm building a studio in the work shop out back. It's a cool house. Be on the lookout for pictures soon... FREE AT LAST!!! FREE AT LAST!!! THANK GOD ALMIGHTY, WE'RE FREE AT LAST!!!

Monday, December 04, 2006

Debra is baby-sitting for us. The landlord just did his final inspection. I paid rent for the last time, Friday. WE'RE MOVING!!! We got a house down in Chatty. More on that later... =) Going to 10's big birthday bash right now... Peace.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

WDN Chatters 812

100 Things About Me

. : START : .
1. Name: Donnie D'Arko
2. Middle Name: Melbourne
3. State: Uphoria
4. Place of Birth: Uganda
6. Male or Female: Male
7. Bus: No thanks, I'll drive.
8. School: There.
9. Occupation: Undercover Railroad Detective
10. Initials: XYZ
11. Screen Name: Yesterdat

.. Your Appearance : .

12. Hair Color: Brown
13. Hair Length: Mid Back.
14. Eye color: Blue.
15. Best Feature: Fingernails.
16. Height: 6'4"
17. Braces?: No
18. Glasses?: No
19. shoe size? 14
20. Diploma?: Yes, and you can't have it!

. : Your Firsts : .

22. First best friend: Who knows?! Cathy maybe?
23. First Award: Spelling Bee, 1st grade.
24. First Sport You Joined: No... I even hated sports back then.
25. First thing you did today? Heh. Ask Denise. It was cool.
26. First Real vacation: Camping for the weekend at Cabwaylingo.
27. First thing you said today: "I." Followed by "love you."
28. First Love: Denise.

. : Favorites : .
29. Movie: Tombstone, Reservoir Dogs, Back to the Future, Star Wars
30. TV Show: Mystery Science Theater 3000.
31. color: That other one.
32. Rapper: Rap kinda sucks, in case you haven't heard...
33. Place to get groceries: Anywhere, but the one where I work.
34. Food: Chinese
35. Season: Who cares?!
36. Candy: Any kind is fine with me.
37. Sport: Yeah, umm... Sports suck, too.
38. Restaurant: Taco Bell.
40. Store: Any music store.
41. School Subject: Can't remember that far back.
42. Animal: Kitty.
43. Book: Biographies... That one about Kurt Cobain was neat, "Heavier Than Heaven."
44. Magazine: Suck.

. : Currently : .
45. Doing before you started this survey: Taking out the garbage.
46. Feeling: Extremely sleepy.
47. Wearing: 3 shirts, farm pants, Beatles hat.
48. Crying about: Being so sleepy.
49. Eating: Nothing, I'm typing, Fool!
50. Drinking: Saliva.
51. Typing: Can't remember.
53. Listening To: "...Cars hiss by my window like the waves down on the beach..."
54. Thinking about: "I hope I don't eat too much tonight."
55. Wanting: Enough money to buy groceries this week.
56. Watching: The monitor.

. : Future : .
57. Where do you see yourself in 5 years: In Denise's arms.
58. Kids: 3 (girl, boy, girl)
59. Want to be Married: Of course. Forever & ever.
60. Career in Mind: Anything other than where I am now. Garbage Man, maybe? It has to pay better than this!

. : Which is Better with the Opposite Sex : .

63. Hair color: Black.
64. Hair length: Mid Back.
65. Eye color: Brown.
66. Measurements: 34c
67. Cute or sexy: Both.
68. Lips or Eyes: What?!
69. Hugs or Kisses: Yeah, both.
70. Short or Tall: Pretty short. Heh.
71. Easygoing or serious: Seriously easygoing.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Spontaneously romantic.
73. Good or Bad: Naughty.
74. Sensitive or spontaneous? Spontaneously sensitive.
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Huh?!
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Are you even speaking in English at this point?!

. : Have You Ever : .
78. Kissed a Stranger: No, have you?
79. Had major surgery: This one time I got my foot stuck in my zipper, and had to have my shoulder removed.
80. Gone commando: Who?!
81. Ran Away From Home: Yeah.
82. Broken a bone: No, thank God.
83. Got an X-ray: No, thank Goddess.
84. Been on a cruise: I wish!
85. Broken Someone's Heart.. No. I've participated in that pain enough to know that I'll never dish it out to someone else.:
86. Dumped someone: Did you just read what I said, Dude?!
87. Cried When Someone Died: Who hasn't?!
88. Cried At School: Who hasn't?!

. : Do You Believe In : .
89. God: Yes, I do.
90. Miracles: Yes, I do.
91. Love at First Sight: Yes, I do.
92. Ghosts: Yes... I am one.
93. Aliens: Yes.
94. Soul Mates: Yes. Her name is Denise.
95. Heaven: Yes.
96. Hell: Kinda sorta, but not really.
97. Answered prayers: Yes.
98. Kissing on The First Date Yes.:
99. Horoscopes: Sometimes.
100. Is there someone you wish you had? Nope, I have her.

Sunday, November 19, 2006

...So, there was my Mustang, sitting there in the parking lot, minding its own business, waiting for me to get off work Thursday, and BOOM!!! Some stupid, retarded idiot ran into it with their car. They put a nice dint in the back passenger's side fender, and left. The only clue to this crime is that they had a blue-green car. The best part of it is that I'M going to have to pay $500 deductible to get it fixed. So, I'm pissed for two reasons: One, the retard who hit my car, and two, the insurance company trying to make me pay $500 to get the thing fixed. What is the point in giving my insurance company $1,200 a year if they're not even going to fix my stupid car when some big dummy decides to have a little hit-and-run fun?!

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Happenings

Haven't really had time to check in lately... In case you haven't heard, my mom has cancer, yet again. I don't know if this qualifies as being her fourth battle with cancer, or not. I kinda think it has been there since, like, March, when she had ovarian cancer, and the doctors just didn't spot it then... The reason behind my theory is because she has cancer in her breast again, in her liver, in her right lung, and in her bones... It's bad this time... She's in the hospital as we speak. She keeps saying she's going to get better again. But, like I said, it's bad... The only reason she survived cancer the first two times is because of early detection. No one caught it in time this time around. It's had time to spread through, pretty much, her whole body. She's going to have to have chemotherapy again. I think that's pretty pointless, myself. The only thing that's going to save her this time is your prayers.

I've been trying to keep my mind off my mom's sickness, because it's just too much for me to handle... So... In an effort to keep myself distracted, I saw my third concert this year, Friday night. I went with Brother J.R. to see GUNS N' FREAKIN' ROSES!!! Guns N' Roses is probably my favorite band of all time, as you all know. I don't care if it was just Axl Rose, and his side band, and not the original GN'R, this was still a dream come true. Amazing concert, man! I've been kinda idolizing Axl Rose for the better part of 20 years now, and I must say, I've never seen him happier, or more upbeat than he was Friday night. He kept smiling, and joking around, and stuff. It was inspiring. Sebastian Bach opened the show, at 8:00. That was a bit of a surprise, because I didn't even think GN'R was having an opening band. Sebastian rolled out a bunch of my old favorite Skid Row songs, as well as a few of his new songs. He even dissed Ted Nugent for a while. He said, on the VH1 show, "Super Group," Ted put him down for drinking. So, Friday, Sebastian struck back by saying something along the lines of, "Ted Nugent is a weirdo, who gets out and shoots little animals for fun, and he calls me a bad person because I drink." Heh. He seemed a little lost during his show, though. He kept forgetting what song was next, and stuff... In all, Sebastian, and his band played for about an hour and a half... Then, the big moment? Guns N' Roses? Nope, not yet... Papa Roach played for, like, 45 minutes. They're not a bad band... They're pretty decent, actually, but they seemed to annoy me, though, because I was getting tired of waiting for GN'R to hit the stage. FINALLY... Around 11:00, the lights went out, and Axl Rose screamed out, "Do you know where you are???" The place erupted. It made the hair stand on the back of my neck. "Welcome To The Jungle," of course... It was a fairly typical GN'R set list, followed by: "It's So Easy," "Mr. Brownstone," "Live and Let Die," "Knocking On Heaven's Door," "You Could Be Mine," "Sweet Child O' Mine," and "Street Of Dreams." There were a few surprises, like, the next song, a new one... I'd heard a demo of it before, but never heard it live. I think it's called "Better." Kinda weird, and freaky song, but it was okay... Then, "Out Ta Get Me," "I.R.S," and "November Rain." And, in the biggest surprise of the night, they played my favorite song from "The Spaghetti Incident" album... Axl said, "I haven't sung this song for about 13 years..." "Down On The Farm." It was great!!! Then, a cool acoustic section: "You're Crazy, " "Used To Love Her," and "Patience." And... Another neat thing. Axl brought Sebastian Bach out to sing "My Michelle" with him. Good stuff! Umm... "Nightrain," and "Rocket Queen." And, for the encore, they played "Chinese Democracy," and "Paradise City." Really really really good show! So glad I got to see that. I would've never imagined I'd get to see Guns N' Roses in concert. And, even though it wasn't the real Guns N' Roses, with Slash, Duff, and Izzy, it was still really cool. I loved it!







Oh, and the little red, rectangular thing beside my ticket scan is a piece of the red confetti that was dropping from the ceiling at the end of "Paradise City." Yes, I kept it. I'm weird...

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

WDN Chatters 811

1) Single, Taken, or Crushing?
Taken

2) Are you happy with where you are?
No thanks

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
What?! Doesn't everyone? I mean, you find the right person, and you know, right?

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
I've had my heart ripped out by the roots, and stepped on, and grinded into the dirt a few times, but it was for the better, ya know? You have to weed out the evil people in order to find your soulmate.

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
On your homework? Definitely. Take every advantage you can get, man!

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
Like, if they turned their work in with my name on it, then, no, I'd never talk to them again, because they'd get me suspended, or something.

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
With my soulmate, yes, but not anyone else, if that's what you mean.

8) Do you want children?
Three.

9) How many?
Yes.

10) Would you consider adoption?
Sure. Whatever floats your boat.

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
It wouldn't matter, because I'd tell her she's too late, because I have my soulmate, thank you.

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
I don't get off on it, if that's what you mean.

13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
I'm not dating, and I'm not a player, or any of that crap.

14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
Of course.

15) Are you romantic?
When I can afford to be.

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
I wouldn't want to. I know some people who are really into that, but not me. "Take me for who I am, or don't take me anywhere," or something like that...

17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object where would it be?
Hawaii, but since I'll never see another ocean again, the courthouse will have to do.

18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Yes, I have feelings of hate for my landlord, and my boss, and anyone else who is abusing their power in this world.

19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't?
Who are you? Hitler, or something?!

20) Have you ever broken a heart?
Probably, but I don't care, because I have my soulmate. Screw everyone else!

21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
If it came down to it, yeah.

22)What would you say about your last ex?
She's evil. She sculpted, and manipulated me for 11 years, and tried to make me someone I'm not, just so she could watch me squirm.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

WDN Chatters 810

1. How Many People have Viewed your Profile??: 13

A- AREA CODE YOU ARE IN RIGHT NOW:: 606
B- BIRTHDAY::11-25-75
C- CURRENT CRUSH:: my soulmate, my Denise
D- FAVORITE N0N ACH. DRINK:: Ach? Achy Breaky Heart?
E- EATING CURRENTLY:: I'm good, but I can't eat, talk on the phone, and type all at the same time.
F- FAVORITE FOOD:: It's a tie betweenn Chinese, Mexican, and American... I like all food. I don't discriminate.
G- GO TO FOR ADVICE:: Mom, I guess... I don't think I've ever asked for advice.
H- CURRENT HATRED:: The usual... Landlord, Boss, Monkeys...
I- I THINK ABOUT:: My baby girl constantly, and how happy she makes me.
J- CURRENT JOB:: Let's not discuss work on my day off, mmkay?
K- ANY KIDS:: 3 (soon)
L- I LOVE:: Angel Baby.
M- FAVORITE MOVIE:: Tombstone.
N- YOUR PHONE NUMBER:: 304-235-5050
O- OTHERWISE KNOWN AS:: El Blizzardo Loco
P- FAVORITE PERFUME/COLOGNE: Dirt
Q- A LITTLE QUIRK ABOUT YOURSELF:: I'm an undercover shop-lifter in drag.
R- LAST ROAD TRIP:: Medway, OH in May. Heh heh.
S- DO YOU SMOKE:: I used to burn pancakes pretty often, but I'm getting better at it.
T- FAVORITE TV SHOW:: X-Files
U- COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR:: White
V- LAST TIME YOU WERE IN VEGAS:: Back in... NEVER!
W- LAST CALL RECEIVED ON CELL PHONE:: I have no cell phone.
X- X-RAYS TAKEN:: My computer. It was really sick.
Y- YOUR SCREENNAME:: Your
Z- ZODIAC SIGN:: Figure it out, punk!

_____Favorite_____
1. Gum:: Extra Wintergreen.
2. Restaurant:: Golden Corale
3. Drink:: Water / Pepsi
4. Season:: Whatever
5. Type of weather:: Whatever
8. Late-night activity:: Watching the tele while holding my baby.
9. Sport:: Thumb Wrestling.
10. Movie: I already told you about that.
11. Store:: Anything associated with music... Be it CDs or instruments... Music is fun.

_______When was the last time you_______
12. Cried:: December 4, 1962.
13. Played a sport:: December 3, 1962. That's why I cried all day the next day.
14. Laughed:: I'm laughing right this minute.
15. Kissed someone:: I'm kissing someone right this minute.
16. Felt depressed:: 27 hours ago.
17. Felt overworked:: That one day when those things were there.
18. Faked sick:: Socks.

___What was the last_______
19. Word(s) you said:: "One time '10' had a Nintendo on the layaway, and she was going to pick it up the next day. I called my mom from school, and acted like I was sick so I could play the Nintendo, but she knew what I was up to, and hid it from me, and wouldn't let me play it until, like, the next night, or something... She said, 'If you're sick, you won't feel like playing Nintendo, so I'd better put it up so you won't want to play it.'"
20. Thing you ate:: Candy Corns
21. Song you listened to:: The theme from "Monday Night Raw."
22. Last thing you drank: Waters
23. Place you went to:: Mom's
24. Movie you saw:: "Friday The 13th: The Final Chapter."
25. Movie you rented:: "Click."

_______Who was the last person you_______
26. Hugged::my soulmate
27. Cried over:: Mom... She got kinda pissed because I was getting tears all over her, though...
28. Instant messaged:: Probably Denise, back in April... I don't do that sort of thing very often, see?
29. Danced with:: Denise.
30. Shared a secret with:: Denise. I told her that there are aliens hiding in our closet.
31. Fought with: Ozzy. He wouldn't stop biting me. Demon child!
32. Went to a movie with: Mom.
33. Saw:: Bigfoot.
34. Were angry with: I was pretty mad at my boss yesterday. Felt like I was gonna explode, or something... Then, today I got angry about lady bugs, and I started to sneeze, and puke on them.

Friday, October 13, 2006

WDN Chatters 809

had sex with someone on your top 8/16/24?
Not when I had a top 8/16/24... But, someone who used to be on there ended up being my soulmate, so yeah, I guess...

Danced in front of your mirror naked?
Probably. That sounds about like me.

ever told a lie?
What is this "lie" you speak of?

Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
Of course.

Been arrested?
Nah.

Kissed a picture?
Maybe when I was, like, 4, or something...

Slept in until 5 PM?
Yeah, when I worked third shift.

Fallen asleep at school?
I can't remember that far back.

Held a snake?
Yeah.

Ran a red light?
No.

Been suspended from school?
No


Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident?
No

Been fired from a job?
No

Sang karaoke?
Yeah, back in the "good old days" with the boys.

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
I guess.

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
No, but I've cried so hard that milk has squirted out of my ears.

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Who hasn't?!

like oral sex?
Who doesn't?

give oral sex to someone u just met?
No.

Kissed in the rain?
Yeah.

Sang in the shower?
Yes, in my younger days.

Gave your private parts a nickname?
No, I would never participate in such foolishness!

Sat on a roof top?
Mm Hm, yeah.

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Not pushed, but I've jumped into a pool on my own free will, with my clothes on. It was cold, too.

Broken a bone?
Nope.

Shaved your head?
No. Do you think I'm stupid, or something?!

Slept naked?
Just about every night. Does that turn you on?

Played a prank on someone?
Yeah, like, every day.

Had a gym membership?
Did what?!

Felt like killing someone?
I killed 47 mean back in 'nam.

Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
Of course not, you silly rabbit!

Cried over someone you were in love with?
I've only been in love once, and I haven't cried about it, so, no...

Had sex more than 4 times in one day?
Probably. Who knows?!

Had Mexican jumping beans for pets?
Not that I know of.

Subscribed to Maxim?
Yeah, I was dumb.

Shot a gun?
One time. It wasn't fun.

Tripped on mushrooms?
I've never seen a mushroom that tall.

Donated Blood?
Yes, quite a bit, actually.

Video taped yourself having sex?
Not yet, but we could eventually... Sell 'em on the internet, and be just like Tommy Lee.

Eaten cheesecake?
Yes. It was horrible.

Still Love Someone You Shouldn't
No

Have a tattoo?
NO.

!post this as the survey
No.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

(Me back in January, another lifetime ago...)

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Sunday Ramblings

Hey, it's neat how the gas prices are coming down, huh? This guy was chit-chatting with me at the pump today, "It's about time we get a break at the pumps, ain't it, Buddy?" Yeah... Whatever... Isn't it a coincidence that gas prices would be falling this close to election time? And they say they can't control the gas prices! Mark my words: Gas will be back at $3 a gallon by New Year's Eve. Maybe even $4... I hate the government! I hate all their little vairous conspiracies, and such...

Ever heard of this guy, Robert Mirabal? My baby girl turned me on to him a couple months ago. Good Native American rock music! I dig it, man!

Had to pay rent again today. Can't remember if I mentioned it, or not, but I've been kinda dealing with the Housing Authority, lately. They help low-income folks buy houses. They're slower than Christmas! They've been, supposedly, looking at this one house for us for the last 3 weeks, but they're not giving us any news. They keep saying, "We'll let ya know something next week," but next week never seems to come! Kinda tempted to go back to the bank, because we really really like this house, man (it's a different house in Chatty... Not the one we were trying for before, or the other one, or that one, but it's different...). We could get the place for $200 a month with the Housing Authority, which would include insurance, and stuff... Or we could go to the bank, and pay $400 a month, plus another $100, or so, for insurance... $200 vs. $500? Hmmm... Oh yeah, and the bank would want this nifty little $5,800 down-payment, too.... And, we kinda don't have that kind of money... Or $500 a month, for that matter... Which is why we're trying the Housing Authority in the first place... Golly, they're slow! They give us 4 months to find a place, and they've wasted almost 1 month on this one place! Do you know anyone who works for the Housing Authority? If so, ask them what the deal is! Why are they so slow, man?!

On the bright side, my depression hasn't been so bad about these money things as it was before, so that's neat... Gives me more time to think about how much I hate the landlord, and greed, and the government, and winter, etc...

Friday, September 22, 2006

WDN Chatters 808

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
"Nice hickey, Baby Girl!!!" Heh heh.

2. When is the next time you will have sex?
The next time we want to, I guess.

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"?
Zucchini.

4. Favorite planet?
Other than Earth? Saturn, I guess. Neat rings happening there.

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
My what?!

6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
The second one? I don't know!

7. What shirt are you wearing?
Orange, Christmas 2004 shirt that "10" got me.

8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago?
Peeing.

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
I'm currently wearing socks, not shoes... But, I have some Reeboks that I work in.

10. Bright or Dark Room?
"Darkness imprisoning me, all that I see absolute horror, I cannot live, I cannot die, Trapped in myself, Body my holding cell..."

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
I think I don't know them.

12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
The other one.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Kissing my girl, as we watched "Quantum Leap."

14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say?
I hate to break it to ya, man, but not everyone has a "mobile."

5. How do you like your eggs?
In a plate.

16. What's a word/phrase that you say a lot?
"Reckon," "Ya'ont to," "The."

17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
Baby Girl.

18. Last furry thing you touched?
Ozzy... I was smacking him for biting my hand.

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
469.

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
2, kinda... Mom has one, and we have one... I'll probably be paying for hers too, so, yeah, 2...

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
30.

22. Your worst enemy?
Santa Claus.

23. What is your current desktop picture?
A neat UFO pic that we found on Yahoo.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"Could you reach me a blanck DVD over there, Baby Girl? From the middle stack... Thank you, thank you."

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly which one would you pick?
Money = Satan.

26. Do you like someone?
Yeah, and I think she kinda likes me too!

27. The last song you listened to?
Umm... "Jesus Doesn't Want Me For A Sunbeam." ~ Nirvana.

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, what would u do ?
I'd shoot back at the freak, and tell him to stop shooting like that.

29. If you could punch 1 person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be?
Heh. To protect the innocent, I'll just say someone at work... Not naming any names, or anything... But, just in case you're reading this, WHERE'S MY RAISE, STEVE?!

30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
My right foot.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

WDN Chatters 807

1. You are in the Witness Protection Program and must invent a new first and last name.

ingrid newalskyburgingson


2. You are in a threesome - choose two famous people, alive or dead.

sorry, i don't want to play this game. i'm quite happy with the love that i have. she's my soulmate!!!


3. You are in charge of naming your new band. What's the name of the band?

junebug and the coffee quarters.


4. You are going to get a free tattoo. What is it and where do you want it?

i'd kinda like to get a tattoo of a big toe on my big toe... like, the opposite, you know? get a right big toe tattooed on my left big toe. later, i'd get a left big toe tattooed on my right big toe.

5. You are being forced to listen to one song over and over, ad infinitum, as a form of torture. What song is it?

torture would have to be any rap song.

6. You are leaving your state/province. What state do you move to?

the little tokyo district of whisper, nevada.


7. You are leaving your country, where would you move to?

after living in little tokyo, i'd definitely have to move to regular tokyo.


8. You get to choose one book as the best ever written. What book do you choose?

i don't know, i don't read a lot... the best book i read was "heavier than heaven," so probably that one... it was a book about kurt cobain. i can't even remember the author right now.

9. You get to choose one movie as the best ever made.

"tombstone."


10. You get to spend one day each as a bird, an insect, and a mammal.

What bird would you be? a sea gull
What insect? a spider... might as well join them, if i can't beat them! (our trailer is infested with spiders, for those of you who don't get my little inside joke...)
What mammal? a wooly mammoth.


11. You must relive one year of your life. Which would you like to relive?

2006 is the best year, by far... it'd be the funnest one to re-live, but i'd kinda like to re-live 2005, so i could undo some MAJOR, MAJOR mistakes... (i put my trust in some VERY WRONG people, last year.)


12. Which would you least like to relive?

i don't know! 1978?!


13. You have a time machine that will take you backwards:

i'd go to roswell, 1947, and see what the heck that thing was that crashed... could i take a camcorder, too? i'd film it, and have proof, once and for all, that it WASN'T a friggin' weather balloon!


14. You must choose to go skydiving or very-deep-sea diving.

diving, of course!


15. You get to return to the past and have a sexual encounter with a rock star who is no longer alive. Who do you pick?

see number 2...


16. You get to be a contestant on any game show, airing today or in the past. What show do you want to be on?

"press your luck."


17. You are given $1 million dollars but you must give it all to one charity. What charity do you choose?

the cystic fibrosis foundation.


18. You must ban two words, all usage, to be no longer uttered or written. What words do you ban?

"the" and "uhh."


19. You can have 100 million dollars tax free but if you take it, you'll die at the age of fifty. Do you take it?

no. i prefer life over money, no matter how much money it is. money is evil.

Ever heard the Foo Fighters' version of "Sister Of Mine?" I don't know who played the original version of it, but, let me tell you, this is an awesome song! I'm listening to it right this minute. The music is so haunting. Sends chills up my spine every time I hear it. Check it out!

Don't you just hate "spoilers?" Like, when someone tells you about a movie before you get a chance to see it for yourself... I just got a big spoiler! I saw on MSN's homepage who won "Rockstar" last night! I haven't even had a chance to watch the tape yet, but now I know who's going to win. Thank you, MSN! Thank you so bloody much!!! (I hate you, MSN!!!)

Also of note... The Foo Fighters' "I'm In Love With A German Film Star." It's on this same compilation CD that I have. Awesome song! I just really love the Foo Fighters. I'm sorry.

Have I mentioned how great it is to be in love, lately? My wish for mankind would be for everyone to get to know this feeling. I know there are a lot of unfortunate souls out there, who will never experience love in this lifetime. That's a shame. Maybe they're being punished for some crimes they commited in a previous life, or something. It really is an amazing feeling. It's the best remedy that I've found for this bipolar depression thing that I've had since 1989. I've not been this happy for a long time. Thank you, Denise! I love you, Baby Girl!

Thursday, September 07, 2006

WDN Chatters 806

1. is your hair up? No, but the sky is.

2. is your cell phone right beside you: Mama said cell phones is the devil.

3. do you have a bf/gf: Is that a new sandwich at McDonald's?

4. do you miss someone: I'm not a very good aim.

5. are you wearing makeup: Yes, I am. I just kissed Denise.

6. are you wearing chapstick: Yes, I am.

7. are you cold: Yes, I am.

8. are you tired: Not really. I just woke up. Got plenty of rest.

9. are you excited: Excited about moving out of this trailer / prison.

10. are you watching t.v: TV rots the brain.

11. are you wearing pajamas: Never.

PAST
1. recently done anything you regret: I regret nothing!

2. ever lied: Yeah, constantly when I was younger. I don't now, because I always get caught up in my lies, and end up looking like some kind of dummy.

3. ever stick gum on the underside of a desk: Don't believe so. I covered a tree limb with gum one summer, though... 1992, I believe? 91, maybe.

4. ever kicked someone: Probably. Who knows?!

5. ever trip over your own feet: Yeah, quite often, actually.

6. ever thrown up because you cried so hard: No, but I've cried because I've thrown up so hard.

TODAY
1. have you cursed: No, I usually don't. I have to be pretty mad to do that stuff.

2. have you yelled at someone: No.

3. have you gotten mad at someone: No.

4. have you cried: No.

5. have you called more than 3 people: No.

6. have you IMed more than 3 people: No.

Question & Answers
Q: where is the last place you went?
A: Mom's house.

Q: who is the last person you called?
A: Mom.

Q: do you look like your mom or dad?
A: Mom.

Q: do you have any siblings?
A: Debra.

Q: do you smile often?
A: Constantly.

Q: do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A: Yes, I do.

Q: do you wish on stars?
A: Not anymore. I have everything I ever wanted... My soulmate!

Q: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A: Never.

Q: when did you last cry?
A: Hard to say. I usually do every day!

Q: do you like your handwriting?
A: Yes.

Q: are you a friendly person?
A: Used to be, but the world has turned me dark.

Q: who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A: Mine, with my Denise by my side.

Q: what color shirt are you wearing?
A: Black... Constantly.

Q: do you have any pets?
A: Ozzy, Scruffy, Tommy.

Q: what is the color of your bedsheets?
A: I don't know, you freak!

Q: what were you doing at 9 last night?
A: Sleeping, probably... Heh. No... Let's see... 9? Hmm... Watching "Rockstar," maybe? Either that, or "Naked Gun 33 1/3."

Q: i can't wait till..
A: We find a house, and don't have to worry about paying rent anymore!!!


Q: look to your right. what's there?
A: A window.

Q: do you own a camera phone?
A: Of course not! Do you think I'm crazy?! I don't follow those kinds of trends!

Q: ever cried yourself to sleep?
A: Used to do that every night.

Q: ever cried on your friends shoulder?
A: Yeah, kinda.

Q: song that makes you cry?
A: No, but there are songs that send chills up my spine, and that are so powerful in doing so, that they make me want to cry.

Q: are you normally a happy person?
A: For the most part. Just got a little too much food in my plate at the moment.

Q: has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
A: You mean, like, a bum on the street or something? No... People have to know me to love me.

Q: is your self-esteem extremely low?
A: Not anymore.

Q: current music?
A: Alice In Chains "Love Hate Love."
You will have noticed that I'm finding some really cool surveys, lately. Since I don't really email anyone anymore, I just post the surveys here... Note: I don't email anyone anymore, because no one ever emails me anymore. So, if you want me to email you, you'd better get off your lazy arse, and email ME!

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

WDN Chatters 805

1. Where were you 3 hours ago? At work... Where were YOU?!


2. Who are you in love with? "I'm in love with a German film star..." Nice little Foo Fighters song. Heh heh. Seriously, though, my Denise.


3. Have you ever eaten a crayon? Not intentionally. I was forced to eat one once... Some kids said if I didn't eat the crayon that they'd burn my house down, and torture my hamsters. It was green.


4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? I seriously doubt it.


5. When is the last time you went to the mall? What is this "mall" you speak of?


6. Are you wearing socks right now? Yes I am. Sue me, I'm cold!


7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000? Heh. Yeah. What was I thinking?


8. When was the last time you drove out of town? I don't know, Sunday?


9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? Heh. Yeah, right!


10. Are you hot? No, dude! I just said I was freezing! Are you even paying attention to me?


11. What was the last thing you had to drink? Diet Pepsi. It was good.


12. What are you wearing right now? A sexy little blue nighty.


13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? I let myself do it. It has enough scratches on it, without taking it through one of those automated thingies.


14. Last food that you ate? Breakfast... At lunch time... =)


15. Where were you last week at this time? Last week... Man, I can't even remember where I was last NIGHT at this time!


16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? No... I don't do things like that. It's against my religion.


17. When was the last time you ran? As in running for my life? I don't know!


18. What's the last sporting event you watched? Sports are so gay!


19. Who is your favorite superhero? Batman, though Spider-Man is coming in a close second place these days.


20. Your dream vacation? Just being able to afford a vacation would be a dream vacation for me!


21. Last person's house you were in? Umm... 10's, I guess.


22. Worst injury you've ever had? That time I got hit with a crowbar, and had to have my elbow surgically connected on to my collar bone to prevent further bleeding.


23. Have you been in love? Umm... Agian, you're just not paying attention to me, are you? Look at #2, man! Yes, I'm in love right now, this very minute, and loving every minute of it. "Nobody ever really loved me like she loves me. She loves me good." "Don't Let Me Down." ~The Beatles.


24. Do you miss anyone right now? No, I don't. I keept certain people in my life, and certain people out of my life for a reason, you know?


25. Last play you saw? Gawd, the last PLAY?! Ummm... Oh yeah, that one about the Hatfields and McCoys, "The Last Hanging In Pike County," back in 2000 (or was it 2001?)


26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? Stink bait, like you use when fishing. Oh, and deer urine never hurts.


27. What are your plans for tonight? Going to bed, and waking up to start the whole process all over again tomorrow.


28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment? I don't really use that stuff anymore, but when I do it's with my girl.


29. Next trip you are going to take? I don't do drugs.


30. Ever go to camp? Not actually to one of those corny "get rid of your kids for a week" camps, but yeah, I've been camping. I loved it, too, I'll have you know.


31. Were you an honor roll student in school? Sometimes.


32. What do you want to know about the future? Will these tacos, which I'm about to eat, make me constipated?


33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne? No, that stuff bothers my toenails.


35. Where is your best friend? Tie: Mom and Denise.


36. How is your best friend? They're well, thank you. How is yours?


37. Do you have a tan? Kinda. It's one of those farmer's tans.


38. What are you listening to right now? Some very annoying country music, which is blasting on my neighbor's car stereo... Ick!


39. Do you collect anything? Coins.


40. Who is the biggest shit talker you know? The what?!


41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over? Oh yeah... That one time, on my way to the floodwall... (See blog for further details... I think it was last year...)


42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw? Of course! Have you ever breathed oxygen?!


43. What does your last text message say? My what?


44. Do you like hot sauce? Oh yeah, man! Good stuff, there!


45. Last time you took a shower? 6 months ago.


46. Do you need to do laundry? No, I do that every 6 months, too, so I'm good on that for right now.


47. What is your heritage? Part French, part something else... English, maybe?


48. Are you someone's best friend? Yeah, huh huh huh... That's cool, Beavis... Huh, huh, huh...


49. Are you rich? Yes, I am. With blessings, at least.


50. What were you doing at 12AM last night? Sleeping, you moron!

Monday, September 04, 2006

WDN Chatters 804

1. LIVING ARRANGEMENT? with my fiance in this stupid trailer.

2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? "the life & death of jim morrison," or something like that.

3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? 4 cute little kittens.

4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? connect 4.

5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE? none really... kinda fond of guitar magazines.

6a. FAVORITE SMELLS? denise.

6b. LEAST FAVORITE SMELLS? ozzy's farts.

7. FAVORITE SOUNDS? the ocean.

8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? being alone.

9. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? denise.

10. FAVORITE COLOR? eighteen.

11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? however many it takes.

12. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? jebakye, and izeekile.

13. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? finding your soul mate.

14. FAVORITE FOODS? chinese, baby!

15. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? why not both?

16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? no.

17. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? no.

18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? cool in a scary sort of way.

19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? beretta.

20. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE? alive, probably, because i've seen a lot of ghosts.

21. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? nyquil? i don't know! i don't drink!

22. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? sagitarius.

23. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? sure, if there's stems in my plate i'll eat them, too. no vegetable will survive my wrath!

24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE? that sounds kinda dirty...

25. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR WHAT WOULD IT BE? pink.

26. EVER BEEN IN LOVE? i'm currently there.

27. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? my cup of water is almost empty. does that make me sound pessimistic? i don't want to be like that anymore... i'm just saying, man, i just got done mowing the grass, and i drunk some water, and now there's not much left in my cup, so, therefore, low and behold, my cup is almost empty.

28. FAVORITE MOVIES? tombstone, back to the future, star wars, young guns, armageddon, and anything that nicolas cage has ever made.

29. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? no, i usually type with my fingers on my car keys.

30. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? a lot of ozzy's hair, and poop, and stuff.

31. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? red.

Is This Thing On?!

Testing, testing... Check 1, Check, Check... I think someone is trying to sabotage the blog page. It's not been working these last few days. Is it working now?

Sunday, August 27, 2006

For some weird reason, the alarm clock went off, this morning, at 6:30. I don't remember setting it. I knew I didn't have to work, so why would I have done such a thing? Force of habit, maybe? Hmmm... So, we went back to sleep. I woke up again around 7, rolled over, and kissed Baby Girl, and told her that I love her. I fell asleep again until, like, 8, when the phone rung... It was a bill collector trying to find Hugh M. Lowe. Ain't it supposed to be illegal for those guys to call after 8pm, and on weekends? Heh heh. So, after we woke up that time, we just laid there, and held each other for a couple hours, like we always do when I get a day off. I tell my Denise all the time, and I've probably written it in the blog before, too, but her heart is the best gift anyone has ever given me.

What to do today? Day 2 of the vacation... I'd kinda like to rip my computer's guts out, and figure out why it sucks, but that would take a while, so I don't know... Kinda wanna do some more surveys, too. I have a nice little assortment of those things. They're always fun. "10" is fixing chicken and dumplings later, so I'll probably grab those, and maybe look at Debra's computer to see why it sucks. Need to cut lots of grass, but I probably won't. I'll probably, mostly, just lay around and be lazy, like yesterday, and cover my soulmate with kisses all day... But, first things first... It's time to go fix some pancakes and eggs, and stuff our bellies...

Friday, August 25, 2006

I'm officially on vacation now! This will be the first time I've ever taken a vacation without actually going anywhere. That's kinda depressing. I should be packing for dear old Myrtle Beach right now, and hitting the road first thing tomorrow morning, and walking on the beach tomorrow night... Man, I'm really missing Myrtle Beach!!! Especially the whole walking on the beach thing. That's my most favorite outdoor activity of all time... Walking on the beach, looking at the stars, while the ocean wind is blowing in my face... This is the first year since, like, 1996 that I haven't been to the beach... Have I mentioned that life sucks? Seriously, dude, my baby girl, my soulmate, my Denise is the only good thing about life. Everything else is crap! So, no beach this year... But, at least I'll get to spend lots and lots of time with my Denise next week. =)

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Ramblings

I hardly ever get a chance to write in the blog anymore... I hardly ever get a chance to do much of anything anymore, actually! Heh heh. But, that's another story for another day... I should be cutting grass for my landlord-monkey-guy right now, but I thought I'd just take a minute to vent out some of the things that have been bugging me lately... So, here goes...

As previously noted, I DON'T HAVE TIME TO DO ANYTHING ANYMORE!!! What's up with that, man?! There are still 24 hours in a day, right? No one didn't steal time, or anything like that, did they? Seems like all I ever get done anymore is sleep, go to work, and cut grass... And, all I really want to do is spend every minute of every day with my beautiful Denise.

Something that's been increasingly annoying to me over the last few years... And, ESPECIALLY these last few months... My uncle... Not going to mention any names, but he knows who he is, and there's a good chance that most of you reading this will know who he is. He's the one uncle who is going through "new money syndrome" at the moment. This uncle was really cool with me all my life. He was funny. He'd come around, and play video games with us, laugh at our crazy WDN tapes, and laugh at our comic books. He was cool, ya know? He was FRIGGIN' cool! Then, one day he got a big promotion at work. He started making tons of money. And, I mean, I was happy for the guy, because he'd been dirt-poor all his life, just like me, and just like everyone else in the family. But, like most people, he let that money go straight to his head. He started acting like he was better than everyone else in the family. He stopped coming around. He stopped being cool, period. And, a few months ago, he made a fatal mistake, in my book. Can't really go into details without giving away his identity, so I guess that kinda takes the fun out of the story, huh? Heh heh. But, if you're reading this, dear old uncle, don't ever ask me for another favor, because I'm not going to lift a finger to help you, unless you change your ways. Money isn't everything, man! Gawd!!! Remind me to never turn into my uncle when I get a better paying job!

Ahhh... A better paying job... Don't get me wrong, I hate money, and greed, and my money-grubbing, greedy-ass uncle, but it would be really really nice to actually be able to afford some things in life! Who made that rule anyway? Why do we have to work? Why do we have to have money? Whoever said that we have to have money in order to live?! I hate society's rules more than ever now. Why is it that I spend 6 days a week at work, and I still end up having to borrow money from my aunt "10" every month, so I can pay the friggin' rent?! I've been looking into getting a better job. It's not a job that's going to turn me into a millionaire over-night, like my uncle, and turn me into a greedy turd like him... But, at least I'll be able to afford to buy our groceries, and even get cable TV. Of course, I don't have time to apply for this new job, but just in case I find some time, keep your fingers crossed for me, mmm k?

Free time could be a reality next week... I'm going on vacation!!! Woo hoo, dig? Sure, I can't afford to actually go anywhere, but, DUDE, it'll feel good good good to get some time off from work, and get to kick back and relax, and spend lots of time with my angel baby!

Back to the monkey... The great house hunt of 2006 is still going on (and still failing miserably, by the way). Why can't there be any decent, affordable, local houses in the world?! We've been trying to get out of here for 3 months now, and we're still trapped! Cross your fingers for that one too, won't you? "Gee, man, I hope Junebug and Denise find a house soon!" Something like that, ya know? We got shot down, yet again, today!

Sleepy... That's another thing! Why do I stay sleepy all the time?! Is that monkey pumping some kind of toxic gases in this trailer to make us stay tired all the time?!

And, what about my sideburns?! They won't grow, man! I've been trying to let them grow back out for about a month, and they're still not filling in right...

Anyone out there know an exorcist, by any chance? Yeah, that's another thing... We're in dire need of an exorcist to come in, and check Ozzy out. He's this sweet, innocent, little kitten when you first wake up in the morning. He's always purring, and rubbing against your leg, and whatnot. But, as the day goes on, he becomes possessed by the devil, and gets really mean. He starts biting you for no reason, and getting into everything... Constantly climbing around in places where he doesn't belong, trying to eat the garbage, playing with toilet paper and/or paper towels, eating your shoes, etc... He's evil, I tell you, EVIL!!!

And, who the crap is "Hugh Lowe?!" We get 20,000 phone calls for "Hugh Lowe," or his wife, Loretta, a day! He's not here already!!! Leave us alone!!!

Why do my bones pop every time I move?! What's that all about?! I'm 30-friggin' years old! Why do I feel like I'm falling apart?! I screwed my right knee up today... By walking down some steps! Yeah, really, I crap you not, friends. I was walking down steps, and all at once, my knee gave out on me. I can't even hardly bend the thing now!

So... I guess I'll eat now, get ready to go to bed, and wait for the whole, lame process to start all over again tomorrow... Peace, my brothers and sisters, ya know what I'm sayin'?

Friday, August 18, 2006

WTC

I went to the theater, today, with my Denise and my mom. We saw "World Trade Center." It really bothered me... Why haven't we wiped the people responsible for that day off the face of the planet yet?!

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

WDN Chatters 803

1. What is your Boyfriend/girlfriends name? Denise (My Soulmate)

2. What color underwear are you wearing now? Do you REALLY want to know that?!

3. What are you listening to right now? L.A. Guns "Crystal Eyes"

4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number? I'm not allowed to give my phone number to strangers

5. What was the last thing you ate? Sausage & egg biscuit... Good stuff!

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Clear.

7. How is the weather right now? Pleasant-like. 80 degrees, not a cloud in the sky... That's the way it should stay!

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Carol. Heh heh.

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite/preferred sex? I don't notice anything about the opposite sex now, because I have my soulmate, thank you.

10. Favorite type of Food? Golly, that's hard to say! I love Chinese, Mexican, Italian, and American! No favorite, I'm afraid.

11. Do you drink? I drink a cup of (Florida style) Sunny Delight, a gallon of water a day, and usually 2 cans of pop (preferrably Pepsi).

12. Do you smoke? Never.

13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did? Sorry, can't help you on that one either... Never been drunk... Never wanna be...

14. Hair color? Kinda brown / muddy blonde.

15. What is your eye color? Blue.

16. Do you wear contacts? No.

17. Favorite Holiday? I love all holidays equally. I don't discriminate things of that nature.

18. Favorite Month? See #17. I don't discriminate. As long as I'm alive, and healthy, every time, month, moment are my favorites...

19. Have you ever cried for no reason? That's usually the ONLY time I cry is when it's for no reason.

22. Are u too shy to ask someone out? I used to be.

23.If you can say something to someone right now what would it be? I love you, Denise!

24. Hugs or Kisses? Kiss kiss, and big bear hugs.

25. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate, Vanilla, heck I'll eat anything!

26. Who is least likely to respond? Patrick Swayze.

27. Who is most likely to respond? Willy Wonka.

28. Who do you want to respond? Charlie Brown.

29. What books are you reading? Some Jim Morrison book... "The Life & Death Of..." or something like that. I've been reading a page every day since December 4th. I'm almost halfway done now!

30. Piercings? My eyes.

31. Favorite Movie? Probably "Back To The Future," but I also love Star Wars, Tombstone, Young Guns, Forest Gump, Titanic, Armageddon, and anything Nicolas Cage has ever made.

32. Favorite football team? The C-Side Screamin' Devils With Antlers Above Their Ears.

33.What were you doing before this? Kissin' my girl.

34. Any pets? 1 brat (cat) Ozzy. He's loco, amigos!

35.Screen name? - Noneya.

34. Butter popcorn, plain, or salted? Whatever.

37. Dogs or cats? cats

38. Favorite flower? Phlox.

39. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to? I never do things I'm not supposed to be doing, because I'm not supposed to be doing those things for a reason...

40. Are you taken or single? Taken.

41. Have you ever loved someone? Not until I loved Denise. She's the real deal!!!

42. Who would you like to see right now? The person that I see right now sitting on my lap, my baby girl.

43. Are you still friends with your exes? I love "The X Files." Watch it every day! ...Oh, different type of X? Umm... No, my exes were mean to me, otherwise they wouldn't be exes, now, would they, hmmm?

44. Have you ever fired a gun? Yes, and I've peed behind a tree, too! I'm a true wilderness man.

45. Do you like to travel by plane? I love it! Oh, wait a minute... I've never been on a plane before!

46. Right-handed or Left-handed? Right. Caught me red-handed!

48. How many pillows do you sleep with? That varies from night to night. Sometimes I sleep on my pillow, sometimes I sleep on mine and Denise's both, and sometimes Denise is my pillow (while she's sleeping on both pillows, making it, technically, 3 pillows, even though we only have 2 pillows on our bed, per se...)

50. Do you have a Tattoo? My baby girl is my new tattoo, she'll be with me forever and ever, just like a real tattoo.... But, if you're talkoing about the kind that involves ink, then, no. I dislike needles muchly.
"ANGEL BABY"
Rosie And The Originals

It's just like heaven being here with you
You're like an angel too good to be true
But after all, I love you, I do
Angel Baby, my Angel Baby

When you are near me my heart skips a beat
I can hardly stand on my own two feet
Because I love you, I love you, I do
Angel Baby, my Angel Baby

Oooh, I love you, ooooh I do
No one could love you like I do
oooooooooh oooooooooh oooooooh ooooooh ooooh ooooh oooooooh ooooh oooh

Please never leave me blue and alone
If you ever go I'm sure you'll come back home
Because I love you, I love you, I do
Angel Baby, my Angel Baby

it's just like heaven being with you dear
I could never stay away without you near
because i love you, i love you
i do, Angel Baby, my Angel Baby
Oooooh, I love you, oooh I do. No one could love you like I do.

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

WDN Chatters 802

Best, Worst, Last, First, Today, Tomorrow, Favorites, Currently, and True & False.

Best
1. Male friend: J.R.M.
2. Female friend: My soulmate, my Denise
3. Vacation: Closets

Worst
1. Time of day: 1:17p.m.
2. Day of the Week: Yesterday
3. Food: Those bacon / cheddar cheese chicken nuggets that "10" bought for us last month.
4. Memory: That day that I fell, and forgot how to pee.

Last
1. Person you saw: Besides Baby Girl, that dude who changed the oil in my car.
2. Talked to on the phone: Mum
3. Text: I've never been to Texas
4. IMed: I don't believe in that.
5. Messaged over myspace: Baby Girl

Today
1. What are you doing now: Kissing Denise.
2. Wearing: Cold feet
3. Better than yesterday: Every day just gets better, and better, and better, and better...

Tomorrow
1. Is: Yesterday
2. Got any plans: Go to Washington DC, and killing the first politician I see.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow? I'll probably end up going to jail for it.

Favorite
1. Number: 14,000,641,286.
2. Song: Anything as long as it's not Vanilla Ice
3. Color: Summer
4. Season: Red

Currently
1. Missing someone: I miss Freddy Kruger like crazy, man! Where has he been for so long?!
2. Mood: Sleepy, hungry, sick to my stomach, and happy, because I keep getting kisses from Denise while I'm typing this.
3. Wanting: To go to Myrtle Beach, and smell the ocean air as I dive off a pier into the wet sand below.

True or False:
I am a cuddler: No, I'm an American!
I am a morning person: Yeah, sure, whatever
I am an only child: I'm 30. I've not been a child for quite some time.
I am currently in pajamas: I'm currently in what I slept in last night... If you want to consider that pajamas, then I'm game!
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: My suffering stopped on April 2nd.
I am addicted to myspace: No. It's evil.
I am online 24/7: For 24 minutes every 7 days... Yes.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: No, but I do enjoy ginger bread cookies.
I can be paranoid at times: The truth is out there.
I currently regret something that I have done: I regret nothing! You can't take me alive, Copper!
When I get mad, I curse frequently: No, I'm not a witch.
I enjoy country music: I enjoy throwing up every time I hear country music, because it drowns out the noise of that crappy music.
I enjoy jazz music: Kinda sorta
I love smoothies: Is that dirty? Kinda sounds kinky...
I enjoy talking on the phone: No, phones are evil.
I have a crush: I haven't drank that pop in years! I prefer Pepsi, myself.
I have a hard time paying attention at school: When I was in school, yes... College, to be more exact. It was lame. High school was okay, I guess, but I was always day-dreaming about getting out of school so me and the boys could jam.
I have a hidden talent: Yes, true... I can fart through my nose.
I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl/guy: No, I usually land on the safety net below.
I have all my grandparents: All of my mom's parents, but none of my dad's.
I have at least one brother and/or sister: I have one sister. She's very abusive toward me and my hamster, though, so we tend to not eat together anymore.
I have been told that I have a sense of humor: Never.
I have broken a bone: No, but I've broken a bananna before.
I have changed a diaper: Back when I was a baby I changed my own diaper frequently, because my mom didn't like the way my yellow poopie smelled.
I have changed a lot over the past year: God, yeah. For the better, definitely.
I have done something illegal: Once I snorted mustard.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color: Yes, and I've seen friends I've never had, too.
I have had major/minor surgery: Oh yes... I almost forgot! One time I had to have my elbow surgically removed to prevent my appendix from rupturing. They replaced my elbow (the one on my left arm, by the way) with a jar of peanut butter.
I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months: No. Scissors have not touched this mane since August 1, 2005.
There's been a lot going on, lately. I haven't really had time to talk about much of anything, except for the house-hunting game, and stuff... Haven't talked about music, or movies, or my baby girl as much as I want to. Hoping to change all that soon, and get this blog back to its normal sort of goofiness... One thing that I keep forgetting to mention is that I'm going to be an uncle for the first time ever. Pretty excited about that. Debra told us the news on Father's Day, so it's been a while... Oopsie! It's not that I don't care, because I do... It's just that, well, like I said, things have been crazy around here, with all the landlord wars, and whatnot. I've just been wanting to vent out as much of that negative energy as I can, ya know? Do you forgive me? I thought you might. =)

Monday, August 07, 2006

"The Long, Slow Goodbye"

Yesterday was "Brother" Chris's last day at work. He's moving on to bigger and better things. Brave man... I hate goodbyes! "They never get any easier." I almost cried when it was time to clock out. That place is not going to be the same without him. Chris played a big part in my decistion to return to work in November, and now he's leaving! Not much point in me staying there now... Except there's not really any jobs here, and I'm kinda stuck with it for now... Anyway, I'm going to miss you, Chris. God bless you, my brother.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Rent...

I have $385 in my pocket right this minute... Can someone please tell me why I'm getting ready to give $375 to a monkey? Gawd, I hate our landlord!!!

Friday, July 28, 2006

All is not lost, though... Life sucks, true, but it's getting better. "I have to admit it's getting better. Getting better all the time. Yes, I admit it's getting better since you've been mine." ~The Beatles... I mean, in the last year, I've weeded out some people from my life that were just *BEGGING* to be weeded out. Some people who I'd known for *YEARS.* Some people who were "too busy" to give me the attention I deserved, and some people who were just too burnt out on drugs to give me attention... It's funny that I'm addressing this issue again, but I guess when I hit that little "low point," yesterday, that it reminded me, "Yes, things are bad now, but they're not nearly as bad as they were this time last year." I'm not giving anyone "cheap shots," or anything, but it's *AMAZING* how much one's heart heals when one removes certain people from one's life... It's weird that those who claim to *LOVE* you can bring you down, and make you feel like crap... Life sucks... That's been my general assessment of life for the last 17 years... But, removing these poisonous people from my life, and replacing them with people who actually *DO* care about me, and who *REALLY* love me, has done wonders for my bipolar depression thing. How many people do you know who would leave everything behind for you? Who would give up everything in their world just to be with you? *THAT'S* love!!! Someone who stands by your side when things get ugly, and supports you no matter what? My Denise is love! She has given me a whole new reason to tolerate life. She has shown me so much love in the 7 months that I've known her, more love than anyone has ever given me! I love her so much! It's going to be so great growing old with her, and witnessing how much our love can grow! I'm truly thankful for Denise being in my life. She is the glue that keeps my sanity from shattering on to the ground. I love you, Baby Girl!!! <3<3<3
"SOMETHING I CAN NEVER HAVE"
~Nine Inch Nails

i still recall the taste of your tears
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
scraping through my head 'til i don't want to sleep anymore

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have

you always were the one to show me how
back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now
this thing is slowly taking me apart
grey would be the color if i had a heart
come on, tell me

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have

in this place it seems like such a shame
though it all looks different now, i know it's still the same
everywhere i look you're all i see
just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be
come on, tell me

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make it all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have
i just want something i can never have

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Life sucks!

I was so excited about this one... Baby Girl woke up to go to the bathroom around 1am, and I woke up, too. I laid there for, like, 3 hours trying to get back to sleep. I was so excited about the house I couldn't stop thinking about it, and I couldn't sleep... This was going to be the one! I could just *FEEL* it!

However... I should know better by now... QUIT GETTING MY HOPES UP!!! That's been my philosophy for the last 15 years, or so... "Don't bother getting your hopes up, Dude, because nothing ever goes your way!" To quote the Cinderella song... "The more things change, the more they stay the same." Yeah... In a move that shouldn't have surprised me, at this point, the bank did not approve my loan request! Their "First-Time Buyers Program" doesn't cover trailers. And, the house we were looking at *USED TO BE* a trailer. It was turned into a house, but since it was originally a trailer, they couldn't accept my loan application. Yeah, I could still buy the house straight through the bank... But, I don't seem to have a spare $5,000 laying around anywhere ($3,500 for the down payment, and $1,100+ for the closing costs... Basically, $5,000.)... So... Shall I repeat? LIFE SUCKS!!!

So, now, in the process of escaping this landlord's prison, I have, pretty much, ruined my once-"excellent" credit, because I've been turned down for a loan three times... Which means our chances of escaping this prison are very, very slim now... LIFE SUCKS!!!

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

I got "Shot Down In A Blaze Of Glory" yet again! Got approved for the loan at bank #2, and everything, but the lady who was selling the house refused to sell it to us! Go figure, huh?

So... Here I am. I'm listening to The Ramones. I'm eating some chicken stir fry out of my lap. I'm drinking some water. Oh, and the keyboard is in my lap, too. {(Ozzy just came in, and tried to take my chicken stir fry away from me! My chicken stir fry is now up on top of the computer.)} My Denise is talking to her mom on the phone in our room... Just setting the mood... Preparing you folks for another announcement... Ready?

...We found another house for sale in Chatty!!! We're fairly in love with it, actually. We like it better than the other house! So, everything just might work out for the better, after all. This new house has 3 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, a garage, a carport, a really nice deck along the back side of the house, and... A shop... A future-studio! Heh heh. So now, I'm going to go back to bank #2 tomorrow, and see what happens. Good feelings with this house, man! Good, good, good!

Monday, July 24, 2006

Not much changed over the weekend... We're still 65% sure that we're getting the Chatty house. I got approved for the loan at the second bank with no problems at all. "You want $25,000? Okay, sure, it's yours, Mr. Fugitt, Sir." The problem now is with the closing costs on the loan. The seller of the house is responsible for paying part, if not *ALL*, of the closing costs... But, this particular seller doesn't want to pay JACK SQUAT! So... If we get the house, we're going to have to come up with, like, $1,500 for closing costs and insurance! Man, we've just been having nothing but trouble, in trying to escape the clutches of the monkey, who has us imprisoned here in this trailer!

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Funny stuff! Ozzy just jumped in the toilet! LOL!

Chatty house status: 65%
I kinda feel like the world is against me sometimes... I don't fit into society's rules, and I hate the powers-that-be, who tell us that in order to live we need money. I've always hated their rules, and I always will. I just hate their rules more than usual these days. I'm still planning to infiltrate the system, by the way, I'm just putting it on hold for right now...

In a surprising turn of events, things *COULD* be turning around for us now. I was saying, in an earlier post, that the odds of getting the Chatty house were very slim... Well, the odds just swung in our favor today! There's, like, a 60% chance that we'll be getting the Chatty house after all! I got some encouraging news from the bank today. Now, if we can just get the owner of the house to see things our way... She's getting a little annoyed with all the delays... Just think of how we feel, lady!!! Anyway, there could be hope... We just might be busting out of here, man!

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

On this day last year, I took a little road trip to Naoma, WV. Thought I'd find happiness there... That didn't pan out, as you all know... I can't believe all the crap that's happened in a year! If I'd known then what I know now... Could've skipped over all that nonsense, and been with my Denise all along, and I would've never hurt... "Everything happens for a reason," I guess. I'm happy happy now, and that's all that matters.

Anyway, I'm taking another road trip, of sorts, today. I'm going to Canada! Canada, Kentucky, that is... Heh heh. Going to look at a house over there. The one in Chatty doesn't like us, or something. We've had all sorts of problems in trying to buy that house. So, today, we're starting the search for another house. We tried to find the Canada house, yesterday, but didn't have very good directions, so we couldn't find it. Today we have good directions, and we're *SO* there, dude. Supposed to meet the guy at 6. Hopefully, it'll be a good house, full of good vibes, and whatnot, and we'll be able to get it, and end all this silliness. Can't take much more of our goofy landlord, and his stupid rules...

Friday, July 14, 2006

I had this Jon Bon Jovi song stuck in my head all day, yesterday... I felt like I got shot down in a "Blaze of Glory." The bank shot me down! They wouldn't approve the loan so me and my Denise could buy that awesome house in Chatty... I was "Shot down in a blaze of glory." Sucks! But... There is still a little, tiny glimmer of hope! I'm going to try a different bank, Monday. Keep your fingers crossed for us! We kinda dig this house, man! That's why I posted pictures of it, yesterday, and all... If this bank refuses to accept our love, then we'll be forced to find a different trailer, or apartment, or hole in the ground, or something...
“Blaze Of Glory”
~ Jon Bon Jovi

I wake up in the morning
And I raise my weary head
I've got an old coat for a pillow
And the earth was last night's bed
I don't know where I'm going
Only God knows where I've been
I'm a devil on the run
A six gun lover
A candle in the wind

When you're brought into this world
They say you're born in sin
Well at least they gave me something
I didn't have to steal or have to win
Well they tell me that I'm wanted
Yeah, I'm a wanted man
I'm a colt in your stable
I'm what Cain was to Abel
Mister catch me if you can

I'm going out in a blaze of glory
Take me now but know the truth
I'm going out in a blaze of glory
Lord I never drew first
But I drew first blood
I'm no one's son
Call me young gun

You ask about my conscience
And I offer you my soul
You ask if I'll grow to be a wise man
Well I ask if I'll grow old
You ask me if I've known love
And what it's like to sing songs in the rain
Well, I've seen love come
And I've seen it shot down
I've seen it die in vain

Shot down in a blaze of glory
Take me now but know the truth
'Cause I'm going down in a blaze of glory
Lord I never drew first
But I drew first blood
I'm the devil's son
Call me young gun

Each night I go to bed
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
No I ain't looking for forgiveness
But before I'm six foot deep
Lord, I got to ask a favor
And hope you'll understand
'Cause I've lived life to the fullest
Let this boy die like a man
Staring down a bullet
Let me make my final stand

Shot down in a blaze of glory
Take me now but know the truth
I'm going out in a blaze of glory
Lord I never drew first
But I drew first blood
And I'm no one's son
Call me young gun
I'm a young gun

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Here's a good one of my baby girl, and Toby:

I'm looking old, these days...
















(Happy, happy.)
World, meet Ozzy... He's our funny little kid-o.















My hot chick, standing next to my hot rod. Heh heh.

Visions Of The Future

We've been trying to get a loan, these last few weeks... A loan to buy a house... A house that I mentioned in a previous post... A house that's located in Chatty. Here are some pictures of the house, as it looks right this minute (Note: We have not bought the house yet, and have not did any work to it, so it's a bit of a mess right now...):















Side view:















The future sight of the new Cruel Music studio??? (Working title, "The Shop," as in the music shop...):

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

A little ditty about my soul mate, Denise...

"New Tattoo"
~Motley Crue

I’ve been out drinkin with the boys again
Sorry I’m calling after 2 a.m.
There’s something that I need to say to you
I know it’s lateBut this can’t wait
I just got a new tattoo

One love, one woman
You’re my new tattoo
Tonight is the very first night of my life with you
Until the day I die
I promise it’s true
Everyone will see my new tattoo

Tonight I saw your face up in the stars
Stumbled here to paint you on my arm
There’s something that I need to say to you
So I wrote this song
Cause you belong
Right here on my new tattoo

One love, one woman
You’re my new tattoo
Tonight is the very first night of my life with you
Until the day I dieI promise it’s true
Everyone will see my new tattoo
Tonight I saw your face up in the stars

Stumbled here to paint you on my arm
There’s something that I need to say to you

So I wrote this song
Cause you belong
Right here on my new tattoo

I don’t want to see us fade away
I don’t want to be without you another day
I could be your dorian gray
I won’t fade away
No, I won’t fade away

Friday, June 30, 2006

Leaving Chatty has caused me to miss out on all of the old "Famous People" sightings... Beecher, Budweiser Man, That Old Drunk Man, etc... Work has allowed me to see Joyce Gail, Chicken George, and Miller, recently. That was kinda neat. It's not very often that you see any "famous people" in the grocery store... I've been in South William's Son for about 2 months now. I've kinda missed my native Chatty. I lived there for 28 years! Well... Fear not! There's a really, really strong chance (like 99.9%, or something) that I will be returning to Chatty very soon, with my Denise! We're trying to buy a house there! We're really excited about it. It'll be sooo good to get away from our landlord! But, it'll be cool just having our own place, too, ya know? So, keep your fingers crossed for us! Cruel Music may be moving its headquarters yet again! Wooo hooo, man!!!

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

"Every Time I Eat Vegetables It Makes Me Think Of You"
~The Ramones

She was a really good friend
A really good friend to me, yeah
She was a really good friend
A really good friend to me, yeah

But they took her away
Tossed her in the bin
Now she's hanging out
In East Berlin, ow-ooo

She had a very bad affair
With some cat from Hiroshima
She turned into a head of lettuce
She eats Thorazine in her farina

But they took her away
Tossed her in the bin
Now she's hanging outIn East Berlin, ow-ooo

And everytime I eat vegetables
It makes me think of you
And everytime I eat vegetables
I don't know what to do, to do ow-ooo

Monday, June 19, 2006

Retaliation Tactics (Chapter One)

In our first line of defense against the evil landlord, we got a kitten today. He's a cute little thing. About 6 or 7 weeks old. He's kinda sorta afraid, and stuff, but I think he'll be fine in a day or few... He's white with gray stripes, and a little black. And, he has long hair. Looks a bit like Slash, my old cat from back around 1992, for those of you who might remember him. Not many of those people left in the world, I don't think. They've all vanished from the planet, me thinks... Anyway... We're calling him Ozzy, for the moment. It's a work-in-progress. Not entirely decided on that, but it does seem to fit him. We took some pictures of him, so as soon as we get the film developed, we'll post some pix up here for the world to see. Should be in about a week, or so... Yeah... We have no digital camera. We're still living in the good old days, when times were simpler, and not quite as electronicee as they are today... So, yeah, anyway... We have a kitten. TAKE THAT, LANDLORD!!!

Monday, June 12, 2006

Let's Lynch The Landlord!!!

There's rain in the sky of our happy kingdom. Me and my Denise are despising our new home a little more each day... Correction: We LOVE our new home. We just really, really hate our landlord! He has the most ridiculous rules I've ever heard of. I understand the fact that he's trying to protect his investment, or whatever, but, GOOD LORD, we're paying this idiot $350 a month for a friggin' TRAILER! We should have a little bit of freedom, I think. We can't have any pets, and I have to mow the grass every week... We have to, basically, schedule our whole lives around the landlord. To quote my parents, this guy is a real monkey! I signed this lease aggreement whenever we first moved here. I paid a deposit for $350, and, supposedly, have to stay here for 2 years, or else I'll lose that $350 deposit. But, let me tell you, I'd rather lose $350 than to put up with this guy! We've been looking for a new house these last couple weeks. It's getting a little discouraging, and even sickening, when we see some of the prices of houses, but I'm sure we'll find something soon. Why can't all landlords be loveable, and cuddly, like "Mr. Furley," or even "Mr. Roper," from "Three's Company?"

Thursday, May 25, 2006

New Headquarters

Hey there! We finally got the computer moved into the new trailer, last night. Everything is going slow, but good. All of the Cruel Music stuff is still with Mom and Dad. It'll probably stay there, actually, because there's just so much of, and I don't really feel like moving it all here. But, the big news is that we have the computer here, now, and we can sorta get back to normal business operations. =) I've got the day off, today, so I'm looking forward to spending lots of lazy time with my Denise.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Attention friends, Romans, and countrymen. I moved to South Williamson, yesterday. Big, historic moment, man! I've lived with my parents forever. Now, I live with my Denise. <3<3<3 Hope to have some pictures of the place up real soon, as well as some more pictures of us. Just for the record, I'm happy, happy right now...

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Happiness!!!!



These are from mine and my Denise's big May 9, 2006 photo shoot...

Thursday, May 04, 2006

"I’ll Hold You in My Heart Till I Can Hold You In My Arms"
Elvis Presley... (words & music by t. dilbeck)


I said I’d hold you in my heart ’till I can hold you in my arms
Like you’ve never been held before
Well I’ll think of you each day and then I’ll dream the night away
Oh, ’till you are in my arms once more
The stars up in the sky, you know they know the reason why
I feel so blue ’cause I’m away from you
Yeah I’ll hold you in my heart ’till I can hold you in my arms
Oh darling please wait for me

Monday, May 01, 2006

"Real Love"
~John Lennon

All my little plans and schemes
Lost like some forgotten dream
Seems like all I really was doing
Was waiting for you

Just like little girls and boys
Playing with their little toys
Seems like all they really were doing
Was waiting for you

Don't need to be alone
No need to be alone
It's real love
It's real, yes it's real love
It's real

From this moment on I know
Exactly where my life will go
Seems that all I really was doing
Was waiting for love

Don't need to be afraid
No need to be afraid
It's real love
It's real, yes it's real love
It's real

Thought I'd been in love before,
But in my heart I wanted more
Seems like all I really was doing
Was waiting for you

Don't need to be alone
No need to be alone
It's real love
Yes it's real, yes it's real love
It's real, yes it's real love...

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Happy, happy!!!

I don't mean to brag, here, but... MAN, MY LIFE IS GOING SOOOO GOOD RIGHT NOW!!! I thought I was in love once before... Came close to that feeling again in December... But, neither of those were love at all! Boys and Girls, *THIS* is love!!! Denise is sooooooooo awesome! I love her so much! Some people spend their entire lives trying to find their soul mates... There's no doubt in my mind that I've found my soul mate... Actually, my soul mate found me! Can't wait for all y'all to meet her! She's just the sweetest thing I've ever met. I love you, Denisey!!! Life is so good!

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Update on Mom

Hey gang! My mom is doing good now. She had surgery, Thursday. She's still in the hospital right now, but Dad says they're going to let her come home tomorrow. My friends at work have been really encouraging for me. Thanks for all your kind words, and stuff.

Friday, April 28, 2006

"Sabbra Cadabra"
BLACK SABBATH
Feel so good I feel so fine
Love that little lady always on my mind
Gives me lovin' every night and day
Never gonna leave her, never goin' away
Someone to love me
You know she makes me feel alright
Someone who needs me
Love me every single night
Feel so happy since I met that girl
When we're making love it's something out of this world
Feels so good to know that she's all mine
Going to love that woman 'til the end of time
Someone to live for
Love me 'til the end of time
Makes me feel happy
Good to know that she's all mine
Lovely lady make love all night long