Monday, December 25, 2006
This is great! We love our new house. We don't have to pay rent anymore, so we can afford little luxuries, like having cable TV! I think the electric bill is going to be a lot cheaper, too... Actually, ANYTHING is cheaper than $140 a month for electric! I crap you not, friends, our electric bill was usually right around $140 every month in the old place... One-Hundred, and Forty dollars!!! We don't have a phone at the moment, but I think we'll be able to afford to get one soon. Maybe. Hopefully. Gotta kinda be careful, because we've got insurance and taxes to pay on the house every year now.
Anyway, Merry Christmas!!! God bless. Peace be.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
~Pearl Jam
You're always saying that there's something wrong,...
I'm starting to believe it's your plan all along,...
Death came around, forced to hear its song,...
And know tomorrow can't be depended on.
I seen the home inside your head,...
All locked doors and unmade beds.
Open sores unattended
Let me say just once that
I have faced it,... A life wasted,...
I'm never going back again.
I escaped it,... A life wasted,..
I'm never going back again.
Having tasted,... A life wasted,...
I'm never going back again
The world awaits just up the stairs
Leave the pain for someone else.
Nothing back there for you to find,...
Or was it you, you left behind?
You're always saying you're too weak to be strong,...
You're harder on yourself than just about anyone,...
Why swim the channel just to get this far?
Halfway there, why would you turn around?
Darkness comes in waves,... tell me,
why invite it to stay?
You're warm with negativity,
Yes, comfort is an energy,...
But why let the sad song play?
I have faced it,... A life wasted,...
I'm never going back again.
Oh I escaped it,... A life wasted,...
I'm never going back again.
Having tasted,... A life wasted,...
I'm never going back again.
Oh I erased it,... A life wasted,...
I'm never going back again.
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Back In The Saddle Again
Man, work sucks! I don't have any time to do anything anymore. I just work, sleep, and go back to work. It's really bothering me, because I don't get to spend much time with my sweet angel girl, my life, my soulmate, my Denise... And I don't get to see my mom much, and that sucks, too, because of her cancer thing, and she really needs me right now, and I don't have time to be with her! There should be jobs that only require you to work, like, 2 hours a day, and have the other 22 hours to yourself, man!
Monday, December 11, 2006
The Final Frontier... Not Space
Monday, December 04, 2006
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
WDN Chatters 812
. : START : .
1. Name: Donnie D'Arko
2. Middle Name: Melbourne
3. State: Uphoria
4. Place of Birth: Uganda
6. Male or Female: Male
7. Bus: No thanks, I'll drive.
8. School: There.
9. Occupation: Undercover Railroad Detective
10. Initials: XYZ
11. Screen Name: Yesterdat
.. Your Appearance : .
12. Hair Color: Brown
13. Hair Length: Mid Back.
14. Eye color: Blue.
15. Best Feature: Fingernails.
16. Height: 6'4"
17. Braces?: No
18. Glasses?: No
19. shoe size? 14
20. Diploma?: Yes, and you can't have it!
. : Your Firsts : .
22. First best friend: Who knows?! Cathy maybe?
23. First Award: Spelling Bee, 1st grade.
24. First Sport You Joined: No... I even hated sports back then.
25. First thing you did today? Heh. Ask Denise. It was cool.
26. First Real vacation: Camping for the weekend at Cabwaylingo.
27. First thing you said today: "I." Followed by "love you."
28. First Love: Denise.
. : Favorites : .
29. Movie: Tombstone, Reservoir Dogs, Back to the Future, Star Wars
30. TV Show: Mystery Science Theater 3000.
31. color: That other one.
32. Rapper: Rap kinda sucks, in case you haven't heard...
33. Place to get groceries: Anywhere, but the one where I work.
34. Food: Chinese
35. Season: Who cares?!
36. Candy: Any kind is fine with me.
37. Sport: Yeah, umm... Sports suck, too.
38. Restaurant: Taco Bell.
40. Store: Any music store.
41. School Subject: Can't remember that far back.
42. Animal: Kitty.
43. Book: Biographies... That one about Kurt Cobain was neat, "Heavier Than Heaven."
44. Magazine: Suck.
. : Currently : .
45. Doing before you started this survey: Taking out the garbage.
46. Feeling: Extremely sleepy.
47. Wearing: 3 shirts, farm pants, Beatles hat.
48. Crying about: Being so sleepy.
49. Eating: Nothing, I'm typing, Fool!
50. Drinking: Saliva.
51. Typing: Can't remember.
53. Listening To: "...Cars hiss by my window like the waves down on the beach..."
54. Thinking about: "I hope I don't eat too much tonight."
55. Wanting: Enough money to buy groceries this week.
56. Watching: The monitor.
. : Future : .
57. Where do you see yourself in 5 years: In Denise's arms.
58. Kids: 3 (girl, boy, girl)
59. Want to be Married: Of course. Forever & ever.
60. Career in Mind: Anything other than where I am now. Garbage Man, maybe? It has to pay better than this!
. : Which is Better with the Opposite Sex : .
63. Hair color: Black.
64. Hair length: Mid Back.
65. Eye color: Brown.
66. Measurements: 34c
67. Cute or sexy: Both.
68. Lips or Eyes: What?!
69. Hugs or Kisses: Yeah, both.
70. Short or Tall: Pretty short. Heh.
71. Easygoing or serious: Seriously easygoing.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Spontaneously romantic.
73. Good or Bad: Naughty.
74. Sensitive or spontaneous? Spontaneously sensitive.
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Huh?!
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Are you even speaking in English at this point?!
. : Have You Ever : .
78. Kissed a Stranger: No, have you?
79. Had major surgery: This one time I got my foot stuck in my zipper, and had to have my shoulder removed.
80. Gone commando: Who?!
81. Ran Away From Home: Yeah.
82. Broken a bone: No, thank God.
83. Got an X-ray: No, thank Goddess.
84. Been on a cruise: I wish!
85. Broken Someone's Heart.. No. I've participated in that pain enough to know that I'll never dish it out to someone else.:
86. Dumped someone: Did you just read what I said, Dude?!
87. Cried When Someone Died: Who hasn't?!
88. Cried At School: Who hasn't?!
. : Do You Believe In : .
89. God: Yes, I do.
90. Miracles: Yes, I do.
91. Love at First Sight: Yes, I do.
92. Ghosts: Yes... I am one.
93. Aliens: Yes.
94. Soul Mates: Yes. Her name is Denise.
95. Heaven: Yes.
96. Hell: Kinda sorta, but not really.
97. Answered prayers: Yes.
98. Kissing on The First Date Yes.:
99. Horoscopes: Sometimes.
100. Is there someone you wish you had? Nope, I have her.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Happenings
I've been trying to keep my mind off my mom's sickness, because it's just too much for me to handle... So... In an effort to keep myself distracted, I saw my third concert this year, Friday night. I went with Brother J.R. to see GUNS N' FREAKIN' ROSES!!! Guns N' Roses is probably my favorite band of all time, as you all know. I don't care if it was just Axl Rose, and his side band, and not the original GN'R, this was still a dream come true. Amazing concert, man! I've been kinda idolizing Axl Rose for the better part of 20 years now, and I must say, I've never seen him happier, or more upbeat than he was Friday night. He kept smiling, and joking around, and stuff. It was inspiring. Sebastian Bach opened the show, at 8:00. That was a bit of a surprise, because I didn't even think GN'R was having an opening band. Sebastian rolled out a bunch of my old favorite Skid Row songs, as well as a few of his new songs. He even dissed Ted Nugent for a while. He said, on the VH1 show, "Super Group," Ted put him down for drinking. So, Friday, Sebastian struck back by saying something along the lines of, "Ted Nugent is a weirdo, who gets out and shoots little animals for fun, and he calls me a bad person because I drink." Heh. He seemed a little lost during his show, though. He kept forgetting what song was next, and stuff... In all, Sebastian, and his band played for about an hour and a half... Then, the big moment? Guns N' Roses? Nope, not yet... Papa Roach played for, like, 45 minutes. They're not a bad band... They're pretty decent, actually, but they seemed to annoy me, though, because I was getting tired of waiting for GN'R to hit the stage. FINALLY... Around 11:00, the lights went out, and Axl Rose screamed out, "Do you know where you are???" The place erupted. It made the hair stand on the back of my neck. "Welcome To The Jungle," of course... It was a fairly typical GN'R set list, followed by: "It's So Easy," "Mr. Brownstone," "Live and Let Die," "Knocking On Heaven's Door," "You Could Be Mine," "Sweet Child O' Mine," and "Street Of Dreams." There were a few surprises, like, the next song, a new one... I'd heard a demo of it before, but never heard it live. I think it's called "Better." Kinda weird, and freaky song, but it was okay... Then, "Out Ta Get Me," "I.R.S," and "November Rain." And, in the biggest surprise of the night, they played my favorite song from "The Spaghetti Incident" album... Axl said, "I haven't sung this song for about 13 years..." "Down On The Farm." It was great!!! Then, a cool acoustic section: "You're Crazy, " "Used To Love Her," and "Patience." And... Another neat thing. Axl brought Sebastian Bach out to sing "My Michelle" with him. Good stuff! Umm... "Nightrain," and "Rocket Queen." And, for the encore, they played "Chinese Democracy," and "Paradise City." Really really really good show! So glad I got to see that. I would've never imagined I'd get to see Guns N' Roses in concert. And, even though it wasn't the real Guns N' Roses, with Slash, Duff, and Izzy, it was still really cool. I loved it!
Oh, and the little red, rectangular thing beside my ticket scan is a piece of the red confetti that was dropping from the ceiling at the end of "Paradise City." Yes, I kept it. I'm weird...
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
WDN Chatters 811
Taken
2) Are you happy with where you are?
No thanks
3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
What?! Doesn't everyone? I mean, you find the right person, and you know, right?
4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
I've had my heart ripped out by the roots, and stepped on, and grinded into the dirt a few times, but it was for the better, ya know? You have to weed out the evil people in order to find your soulmate.
5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
On your homework? Definitely. Take every advantage you can get, man!
6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
Like, if they turned their work in with my name on it, then, no, I'd never talk to them again, because they'd get me suspended, or something.
7) Have you talked about marriage with another person?
With my soulmate, yes, but not anyone else, if that's what you mean.
8) Do you want children?
Three.
9) How many?
Yes.
10) Would you consider adoption?
Sure. Whatever floats your boat.
11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know?
It wouldn't matter, because I'd tell her she's too late, because I have my soulmate, thank you.
12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
I don't get off on it, if that's what you mean.
13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
I'm not dating, and I'm not a player, or any of that crap.
14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
Of course.
15) Are you romantic?
When I can afford to be.
16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
I wouldn't want to. I know some people who are really into that, but not me. "Take me for who I am, or don't take me anywhere," or something like that...
17) If you could get married anywhere, money not an object where would it be?
Hawaii, but since I'll never see another ocean again, the courthouse will have to do.
18) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Yes, I have feelings of hate for my landlord, and my boss, and anyone else who is abusing their power in this world.
19) Have you ever wished you could've had someone but you couldn't?
Who are you? Hitler, or something?!
20) Have you ever broken a heart?
Probably, but I don't care, because I have my soulmate. Screw everyone else!
21) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
If it came down to it, yeah.
22)What would you say about your last ex?
She's evil. She sculpted, and manipulated me for 11 years, and tried to make me someone I'm not, just so she could watch me squirm.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
WDN Chatters 810
A- AREA CODE YOU ARE IN RIGHT NOW:: 606
B- BIRTHDAY::11-25-75
C- CURRENT CRUSH:: my soulmate, my Denise
D- FAVORITE N0N ACH. DRINK:: Ach? Achy Breaky Heart?
E- EATING CURRENTLY:: I'm good, but I can't eat, talk on the phone, and type all at the same time.
F- FAVORITE FOOD:: It's a tie betweenn Chinese, Mexican, and American... I like all food. I don't discriminate.
G- GO TO FOR ADVICE:: Mom, I guess... I don't think I've ever asked for advice.
H- CURRENT HATRED:: The usual... Landlord, Boss, Monkeys...
I- I THINK ABOUT:: My baby girl constantly, and how happy she makes me.
J- CURRENT JOB:: Let's not discuss work on my day off, mmkay?
K- ANY KIDS:: 3 (soon)
L- I LOVE:: Angel Baby.
M- FAVORITE MOVIE:: Tombstone.
N- YOUR PHONE NUMBER:: 304-235-5050
O- OTHERWISE KNOWN AS:: El Blizzardo Loco
P- FAVORITE PERFUME/COLOGNE: Dirt
Q- A LITTLE QUIRK ABOUT YOURSELF:: I'm an undercover shop-lifter in drag.
R- LAST ROAD TRIP:: Medway, OH in May. Heh heh.
S- DO YOU SMOKE:: I used to burn pancakes pretty often, but I'm getting better at it.
T- FAVORITE TV SHOW:: X-Files
U- COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR:: White
V- LAST TIME YOU WERE IN VEGAS:: Back in... NEVER!
W- LAST CALL RECEIVED ON CELL PHONE:: I have no cell phone.
X- X-RAYS TAKEN:: My computer. It was really sick.
Y- YOUR SCREENNAME:: Your
Z- ZODIAC SIGN:: Figure it out, punk!
_____Favorite_____
1. Gum:: Extra Wintergreen.
2. Restaurant:: Golden Corale
3. Drink:: Water / Pepsi
4. Season:: Whatever
5. Type of weather:: Whatever
8. Late-night activity:: Watching the tele while holding my baby.
9. Sport:: Thumb Wrestling.
10. Movie: I already told you about that.
11. Store:: Anything associated with music... Be it CDs or instruments... Music is fun.
_______When was the last time you_______
12. Cried:: December 4, 1962.
13. Played a sport:: December 3, 1962. That's why I cried all day the next day.
14. Laughed:: I'm laughing right this minute.
15. Kissed someone:: I'm kissing someone right this minute.
16. Felt depressed:: 27 hours ago.
17. Felt overworked:: That one day when those things were there.
18. Faked sick:: Socks.
___What was the last_______
19. Word(s) you said:: "One time '10' had a Nintendo on the layaway, and she was going to pick it up the next day. I called my mom from school, and acted like I was sick so I could play the Nintendo, but she knew what I was up to, and hid it from me, and wouldn't let me play it until, like, the next night, or something... She said, 'If you're sick, you won't feel like playing Nintendo, so I'd better put it up so you won't want to play it.'"
20. Thing you ate:: Candy Corns
21. Song you listened to:: The theme from "Monday Night Raw."
22. Last thing you drank: Waters
23. Place you went to:: Mom's
24. Movie you saw:: "Friday The 13th: The Final Chapter."
25. Movie you rented:: "Click."
_______Who was the last person you_______
26. Hugged::my soulmate
27. Cried over:: Mom... She got kinda pissed because I was getting tears all over her, though...
28. Instant messaged:: Probably Denise, back in April... I don't do that sort of thing very often, see?
29. Danced with:: Denise.
30. Shared a secret with:: Denise. I told her that there are aliens hiding in our closet.
31. Fought with: Ozzy. He wouldn't stop biting me. Demon child!
32. Went to a movie with: Mom.
33. Saw:: Bigfoot.
34. Were angry with: I was pretty mad at my boss yesterday. Felt like I was gonna explode, or something... Then, today I got angry about lady bugs, and I started to sneeze, and puke on them.
Friday, October 13, 2006
WDN Chatters 809
Not when I had a top 8/16/24... But, someone who used to be on there ended up being my soulmate, so yeah, I guess...
Danced in front of your mirror naked?
Probably. That sounds about like me.
ever told a lie?
What is this "lie" you speak of?
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
Of course.
Been arrested?
Nah.
Kissed a picture?
Maybe when I was, like, 4, or something...
Slept in until 5 PM?
Yeah, when I worked third shift.
Fallen asleep at school?
I can't remember that far back.
Held a snake?
Yeah.
Ran a red light?
No.
Been suspended from school?
No
Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident?
No
Been fired from a job?
No
Sang karaoke?
Yeah, back in the "good old days" with the boys.
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
I guess.
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
No, but I've cried so hard that milk has squirted out of my ears.
Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Who hasn't?!
like oral sex?
Who doesn't?
give oral sex to someone u just met?
No.
Kissed in the rain?
Yeah.
Sang in the shower?
Yes, in my younger days.
Gave your private parts a nickname?
No, I would never participate in such foolishness!
Sat on a roof top?
Mm Hm, yeah.
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Not pushed, but I've jumped into a pool on my own free will, with my clothes on. It was cold, too.
Broken a bone?
Nope.
Shaved your head?
No. Do you think I'm stupid, or something?!
Slept naked?
Just about every night. Does that turn you on?
Played a prank on someone?
Yeah, like, every day.
Had a gym membership?
Did what?!
Felt like killing someone?
I killed 47 mean back in 'nam.
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
Of course not, you silly rabbit!
Cried over someone you were in love with?
I've only been in love once, and I haven't cried about it, so, no...
Had sex more than 4 times in one day?
Probably. Who knows?!
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets?
Not that I know of.
Subscribed to Maxim?
Yeah, I was dumb.
Shot a gun?
One time. It wasn't fun.
Tripped on mushrooms?
I've never seen a mushroom that tall.
Donated Blood?
Yes, quite a bit, actually.
Video taped yourself having sex?
Not yet, but we could eventually... Sell 'em on the internet, and be just like Tommy Lee.
Eaten cheesecake?
Yes. It was horrible.
Still Love Someone You Shouldn't
No
Have a tattoo?
NO.
!post this as the survey
No.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Sunday Ramblings
Ever heard of this guy, Robert Mirabal? My baby girl turned me on to him a couple months ago. Good Native American rock music! I dig it, man!
Had to pay rent again today. Can't remember if I mentioned it, or not, but I've been kinda dealing with the Housing Authority, lately. They help low-income folks buy houses. They're slower than Christmas! They've been, supposedly, looking at this one house for us for the last 3 weeks, but they're not giving us any news. They keep saying, "We'll let ya know something next week," but next week never seems to come! Kinda tempted to go back to the bank, because we really really like this house, man (it's a different house in Chatty... Not the one we were trying for before, or the other one, or that one, but it's different...). We could get the place for $200 a month with the Housing Authority, which would include insurance, and stuff... Or we could go to the bank, and pay $400 a month, plus another $100, or so, for insurance... $200 vs. $500? Hmmm... Oh yeah, and the bank would want this nifty little $5,800 down-payment, too.... And, we kinda don't have that kind of money... Or $500 a month, for that matter... Which is why we're trying the Housing Authority in the first place... Golly, they're slow! They give us 4 months to find a place, and they've wasted almost 1 month on this one place! Do you know anyone who works for the Housing Authority? If so, ask them what the deal is! Why are they so slow, man?!
On the bright side, my depression hasn't been so bad about these money things as it was before, so that's neat... Gives me more time to think about how much I hate the landlord, and greed, and the government, and winter, etc...
Friday, September 22, 2006
WDN Chatters 808
"Nice hickey, Baby Girl!!!" Heh heh.
2. When is the next time you will have sex?
The next time we want to, I guess.
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"?
Zucchini.
4. Favorite planet?
Other than Earth? Saturn, I guess. Neat rings happening there.
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
My what?!
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
The second one? I don't know!
7. What shirt are you wearing?
Orange, Christmas 2004 shirt that "10" got me.
8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago?
Peeing.
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
I'm currently wearing socks, not shoes... But, I have some Reeboks that I work in.
10. Bright or Dark Room?
"Darkness imprisoning me, all that I see absolute horror, I cannot live, I cannot die, Trapped in myself, Body my holding cell..."
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
I think I don't know them.
12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
The other one.
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Kissing my girl, as we watched "Quantum Leap."
14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say?
I hate to break it to ya, man, but not everyone has a "mobile."
5. How do you like your eggs?
In a plate.
16. What's a word/phrase that you say a lot?
"Reckon," "Ya'ont to," "The."
17. Who told you he/she loved you last?
Baby Girl.
18. Last furry thing you touched?
Ozzy... I was smacking him for biting my hand.
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
469.
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
2, kinda... Mom has one, and we have one... I'll probably be paying for hers too, so, yeah, 2...
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
30.
22. Your worst enemy?
Santa Claus.
23. What is your current desktop picture?
A neat UFO pic that we found on Yahoo.
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"Could you reach me a blanck DVD over there, Baby Girl? From the middle stack... Thank you, thank you."
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly which one would you pick?
Money = Satan.
26. Do you like someone?
Yeah, and I think she kinda likes me too!
27. The last song you listened to?
Umm... "Jesus Doesn't Want Me For A Sunbeam." ~ Nirvana.
28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, what would u do ?
I'd shoot back at the freak, and tell him to stop shooting like that.
29. If you could punch 1 person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be?
Heh. To protect the innocent, I'll just say someone at work... Not naming any names, or anything... But, just in case you're reading this, WHERE'S MY RAISE, STEVE?!
30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
My right foot.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
WDN Chatters 807
ingrid newalskyburgingson
2. You are in a threesome - choose two famous people, alive or dead.
sorry, i don't want to play this game. i'm quite happy with the love that i have. she's my soulmate!!!
3. You are in charge of naming your new band. What's the name of the band?
junebug and the coffee quarters.
4. You are going to get a free tattoo. What is it and where do you want it?
i'd kinda like to get a tattoo of a big toe on my big toe... like, the opposite, you know? get a right big toe tattooed on my left big toe. later, i'd get a left big toe tattooed on my right big toe.
5. You are being forced to listen to one song over and over, ad infinitum, as a form of torture. What song is it?
torture would have to be any rap song.
6. You are leaving your state/province. What state do you move to?
the little tokyo district of whisper, nevada.
7. You are leaving your country, where would you move to?
after living in little tokyo, i'd definitely have to move to regular tokyo.
8. You get to choose one book as the best ever written. What book do you choose?
i don't know, i don't read a lot... the best book i read was "heavier than heaven," so probably that one... it was a book about kurt cobain. i can't even remember the author right now.
9. You get to choose one movie as the best ever made.
"tombstone."
10. You get to spend one day each as a bird, an insect, and a mammal.
What bird would you be? a sea gull
What insect? a spider... might as well join them, if i can't beat them! (our trailer is infested with spiders, for those of you who don't get my little inside joke...)
What mammal? a wooly mammoth.
11. You must relive one year of your life. Which would you like to relive?
2006 is the best year, by far... it'd be the funnest one to re-live, but i'd kinda like to re-live 2005, so i could undo some MAJOR, MAJOR mistakes... (i put my trust in some VERY WRONG people, last year.)
12. Which would you least like to relive?
i don't know! 1978?!
13. You have a time machine that will take you backwards:
i'd go to roswell, 1947, and see what the heck that thing was that crashed... could i take a camcorder, too? i'd film it, and have proof, once and for all, that it WASN'T a friggin' weather balloon!
14. You must choose to go skydiving or very-deep-sea diving.
diving, of course!
15. You get to return to the past and have a sexual encounter with a rock star who is no longer alive. Who do you pick?
see number 2...
16. You get to be a contestant on any game show, airing today or in the past. What show do you want to be on?
"press your luck."
17. You are given $1 million dollars but you must give it all to one charity. What charity do you choose?
the cystic fibrosis foundation.
18. You must ban two words, all usage, to be no longer uttered or written. What words do you ban?
"the" and "uhh."
19. You can have 100 million dollars tax free but if you take it, you'll die at the age of fifty. Do you take it?
no. i prefer life over money, no matter how much money it is. money is evil.
Ever heard the Foo Fighters' version of "Sister Of Mine?" I don't know who played the original version of it, but, let me tell you, this is an awesome song! I'm listening to it right this minute. The music is so haunting. Sends chills up my spine every time I hear it. Check it out!
Don't you just hate "spoilers?" Like, when someone tells you about a movie before you get a chance to see it for yourself... I just got a big spoiler! I saw on MSN's homepage who won "Rockstar" last night! I haven't even had a chance to watch the tape yet, but now I know who's going to win. Thank you, MSN! Thank you so bloody much!!! (I hate you, MSN!!!)
Also of note... The Foo Fighters' "I'm In Love With A German Film Star." It's on this same compilation CD that I have. Awesome song! I just really love the Foo Fighters. I'm sorry.
Have I mentioned how great it is to be in love, lately? My wish for mankind would be for everyone to get to know this feeling. I know there are a lot of unfortunate souls out there, who will never experience love in this lifetime. That's a shame. Maybe they're being punished for some crimes they commited in a previous life, or something. It really is an amazing feeling. It's the best remedy that I've found for this bipolar depression thing that I've had since 1989. I've not been this happy for a long time. Thank you, Denise! I love you, Baby Girl!
Thursday, September 07, 2006
WDN Chatters 806
2. is your cell phone right beside you: Mama said cell phones is the devil.
3. do you have a bf/gf: Is that a new sandwich at McDonald's?
4. do you miss someone: I'm not a very good aim.
5. are you wearing makeup: Yes, I am. I just kissed Denise.
6. are you wearing chapstick: Yes, I am.
7. are you cold: Yes, I am.
8. are you tired: Not really. I just woke up. Got plenty of rest.
9. are you excited: Excited about moving out of this trailer / prison.
10. are you watching t.v: TV rots the brain.
11. are you wearing pajamas: Never.
PAST
1. recently done anything you regret: I regret nothing!
2. ever lied: Yeah, constantly when I was younger. I don't now, because I always get caught up in my lies, and end up looking like some kind of dummy.
3. ever stick gum on the underside of a desk: Don't believe so. I covered a tree limb with gum one summer, though... 1992, I believe? 91, maybe.
4. ever kicked someone: Probably. Who knows?!
5. ever trip over your own feet: Yeah, quite often, actually.
6. ever thrown up because you cried so hard: No, but I've cried because I've thrown up so hard.
TODAY
1. have you cursed: No, I usually don't. I have to be pretty mad to do that stuff.
2. have you yelled at someone: No.
3. have you gotten mad at someone: No.
4. have you cried: No.
5. have you called more than 3 people: No.
6. have you IMed more than 3 people: No.
Question & Answers
Q: where is the last place you went?
A: Mom's house.
Q: who is the last person you called?
A: Mom.
Q: do you look like your mom or dad?
A: Mom.
Q: do you have any siblings?
A: Debra.
Q: do you smile often?
A: Constantly.
Q: do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A: Yes, I do.
Q: do you wish on stars?
A: Not anymore. I have everything I ever wanted... My soulmate!
Q: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A: Never.
Q: when did you last cry?
A: Hard to say. I usually do every day!
Q: do you like your handwriting?
A: Yes.
Q: are you a friendly person?
A: Used to be, but the world has turned me dark.
Q: who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A: Mine, with my Denise by my side.
Q: what color shirt are you wearing?
A: Black... Constantly.
Q: do you have any pets?
A: Ozzy, Scruffy, Tommy.
Q: what is the color of your bedsheets?
A: I don't know, you freak!
Q: what were you doing at 9 last night?
A: Sleeping, probably... Heh. No... Let's see... 9? Hmm... Watching "Rockstar," maybe? Either that, or "Naked Gun 33 1/3."
Q: i can't wait till..
A: We find a house, and don't have to worry about paying rent anymore!!!
Q: look to your right. what's there?
A: A window.
Q: do you own a camera phone?
A: Of course not! Do you think I'm crazy?! I don't follow those kinds of trends!
Q: ever cried yourself to sleep?
A: Used to do that every night.
Q: ever cried on your friends shoulder?
A: Yeah, kinda.
Q: song that makes you cry?
A: No, but there are songs that send chills up my spine, and that are so powerful in doing so, that they make me want to cry.
Q: are you normally a happy person?
A: For the most part. Just got a little too much food in my plate at the moment.
Q: has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
A: You mean, like, a bum on the street or something? No... People have to know me to love me.
Q: is your self-esteem extremely low?
A: Not anymore.
Q: current music?
A: Alice In Chains "Love Hate Love."
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
WDN Chatters 805
2. Who are you in love with? "I'm in love with a German film star..." Nice little Foo Fighters song. Heh heh. Seriously, though, my Denise.
3. Have you ever eaten a crayon? Not intentionally. I was forced to eat one once... Some kids said if I didn't eat the crayon that they'd burn my house down, and torture my hamsters. It was green.
4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? I seriously doubt it.
5. When is the last time you went to the mall? What is this "mall" you speak of?
6. Are you wearing socks right now? Yes I am. Sue me, I'm cold!
7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000? Heh. Yeah. What was I thinking?
8. When was the last time you drove out of town? I don't know, Sunday?
9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? Heh. Yeah, right!
10. Are you hot? No, dude! I just said I was freezing! Are you even paying attention to me?
11. What was the last thing you had to drink? Diet Pepsi. It was good.
12. What are you wearing right now? A sexy little blue nighty.
13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? I let myself do it. It has enough scratches on it, without taking it through one of those automated thingies.
14. Last food that you ate? Breakfast... At lunch time... =)
15. Where were you last week at this time? Last week... Man, I can't even remember where I was last NIGHT at this time!
16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? No... I don't do things like that. It's against my religion.
17. When was the last time you ran? As in running for my life? I don't know!
18. What's the last sporting event you watched? Sports are so gay!
19. Who is your favorite superhero? Batman, though Spider-Man is coming in a close second place these days.
20. Your dream vacation? Just being able to afford a vacation would be a dream vacation for me!
21. Last person's house you were in? Umm... 10's, I guess.
22. Worst injury you've ever had? That time I got hit with a crowbar, and had to have my elbow surgically connected on to my collar bone to prevent further bleeding.
23. Have you been in love? Umm... Agian, you're just not paying attention to me, are you? Look at #2, man! Yes, I'm in love right now, this very minute, and loving every minute of it. "Nobody ever really loved me like she loves me. She loves me good." "Don't Let Me Down." ~The Beatles.
24. Do you miss anyone right now? No, I don't. I keept certain people in my life, and certain people out of my life for a reason, you know?
25. Last play you saw? Gawd, the last PLAY?! Ummm... Oh yeah, that one about the Hatfields and McCoys, "The Last Hanging In Pike County," back in 2000 (or was it 2001?)
26. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? Stink bait, like you use when fishing. Oh, and deer urine never hurts.
27. What are your plans for tonight? Going to bed, and waking up to start the whole process all over again tomorrow.
28. Who is the last person you sent a MySpace message or comment? I don't really use that stuff anymore, but when I do it's with my girl.
29. Next trip you are going to take? I don't do drugs.
30. Ever go to camp? Not actually to one of those corny "get rid of your kids for a week" camps, but yeah, I've been camping. I loved it, too, I'll have you know.
31. Were you an honor roll student in school? Sometimes.
32. What do you want to know about the future? Will these tacos, which I'm about to eat, make me constipated?
33. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne? No, that stuff bothers my toenails.
35. Where is your best friend? Tie: Mom and Denise.
36. How is your best friend? They're well, thank you. How is yours?
37. Do you have a tan? Kinda. It's one of those farmer's tans.
38. What are you listening to right now? Some very annoying country music, which is blasting on my neighbor's car stereo... Ick!
39. Do you collect anything? Coins.
40. Who is the biggest shit talker you know? The what?!
41. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over? Oh yeah... That one time, on my way to the floodwall... (See blog for further details... I think it was last year...)
42. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw? Of course! Have you ever breathed oxygen?!
43. What does your last text message say? My what?
44. Do you like hot sauce? Oh yeah, man! Good stuff, there!
45. Last time you took a shower? 6 months ago.
46. Do you need to do laundry? No, I do that every 6 months, too, so I'm good on that for right now.
47. What is your heritage? Part French, part something else... English, maybe?
48. Are you someone's best friend? Yeah, huh huh huh... That's cool, Beavis... Huh, huh, huh...
49. Are you rich? Yes, I am. With blessings, at least.
50. What were you doing at 12AM last night? Sleeping, you moron!
Monday, September 04, 2006
WDN Chatters 804
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? "the life & death of jim morrison," or something like that.
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? 4 cute little kittens.
4. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? connect 4.
5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE? none really... kinda fond of guitar magazines.
6a. FAVORITE SMELLS? denise.
6b. LEAST FAVORITE SMELLS? ozzy's farts.
7. FAVORITE SOUNDS? the ocean.
8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? being alone.
9. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? denise.
10. FAVORITE COLOR? eighteen.
11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? however many it takes.
12. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME? jebakye, and izeekile.
13. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE? finding your soul mate.
14. FAVORITE FOODS? chinese, baby!
15. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? why not both?
16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? no.
17. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? no.
18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? cool in a scary sort of way.
19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? beretta.
20. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE? alive, probably, because i've seen a lot of ghosts.
21. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? nyquil? i don't know! i don't drink!
22. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? sagitarius.
23. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? sure, if there's stems in my plate i'll eat them, too. no vegetable will survive my wrath!
24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB YOU WANTED WHAT WOULD IT BE? that sounds kinda dirty...
25. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR WHAT WOULD IT BE? pink.
26. EVER BEEN IN LOVE? i'm currently there.
27. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? my cup of water is almost empty. does that make me sound pessimistic? i don't want to be like that anymore... i'm just saying, man, i just got done mowing the grass, and i drunk some water, and now there's not much left in my cup, so, therefore, low and behold, my cup is almost empty.
28. FAVORITE MOVIES? tombstone, back to the future, star wars, young guns, armageddon, and anything that nicolas cage has ever made.
29. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? no, i usually type with my fingers on my car keys.
30. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? a lot of ozzy's hair, and poop, and stuff.
31. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? red.
Is This Thing On?!
Sunday, August 27, 2006
What to do today? Day 2 of the vacation... I'd kinda like to rip my computer's guts out, and figure out why it sucks, but that would take a while, so I don't know... Kinda wanna do some more surveys, too. I have a nice little assortment of those things. They're always fun. "10" is fixing chicken and dumplings later, so I'll probably grab those, and maybe look at Debra's computer to see why it sucks. Need to cut lots of grass, but I probably won't. I'll probably, mostly, just lay around and be lazy, like yesterday, and cover my soulmate with kisses all day... But, first things first... It's time to go fix some pancakes and eggs, and stuff our bellies...
Friday, August 25, 2006
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Ramblings
As previously noted, I DON'T HAVE TIME TO DO ANYTHING ANYMORE!!! What's up with that, man?! There are still 24 hours in a day, right? No one didn't steal time, or anything like that, did they? Seems like all I ever get done anymore is sleep, go to work, and cut grass... And, all I really want to do is spend every minute of every day with my beautiful Denise.
Something that's been increasingly annoying to me over the last few years... And, ESPECIALLY these last few months... My uncle... Not going to mention any names, but he knows who he is, and there's a good chance that most of you reading this will know who he is. He's the one uncle who is going through "new money syndrome" at the moment. This uncle was really cool with me all my life. He was funny. He'd come around, and play video games with us, laugh at our crazy WDN tapes, and laugh at our comic books. He was cool, ya know? He was FRIGGIN' cool! Then, one day he got a big promotion at work. He started making tons of money. And, I mean, I was happy for the guy, because he'd been dirt-poor all his life, just like me, and just like everyone else in the family. But, like most people, he let that money go straight to his head. He started acting like he was better than everyone else in the family. He stopped coming around. He stopped being cool, period. And, a few months ago, he made a fatal mistake, in my book. Can't really go into details without giving away his identity, so I guess that kinda takes the fun out of the story, huh? Heh heh. But, if you're reading this, dear old uncle, don't ever ask me for another favor, because I'm not going to lift a finger to help you, unless you change your ways. Money isn't everything, man! Gawd!!! Remind me to never turn into my uncle when I get a better paying job!
Ahhh... A better paying job... Don't get me wrong, I hate money, and greed, and my money-grubbing, greedy-ass uncle, but it would be really really nice to actually be able to afford some things in life! Who made that rule anyway? Why do we have to work? Why do we have to have money? Whoever said that we have to have money in order to live?! I hate society's rules more than ever now. Why is it that I spend 6 days a week at work, and I still end up having to borrow money from my aunt "10" every month, so I can pay the friggin' rent?! I've been looking into getting a better job. It's not a job that's going to turn me into a millionaire over-night, like my uncle, and turn me into a greedy turd like him... But, at least I'll be able to afford to buy our groceries, and even get cable TV. Of course, I don't have time to apply for this new job, but just in case I find some time, keep your fingers crossed for me, mmm k?
Free time could be a reality next week... I'm going on vacation!!! Woo hoo, dig? Sure, I can't afford to actually go anywhere, but, DUDE, it'll feel good good good to get some time off from work, and get to kick back and relax, and spend lots of time with my angel baby!
Back to the monkey... The great house hunt of 2006 is still going on (and still failing miserably, by the way). Why can't there be any decent, affordable, local houses in the world?! We've been trying to get out of here for 3 months now, and we're still trapped! Cross your fingers for that one too, won't you? "Gee, man, I hope Junebug and Denise find a house soon!" Something like that, ya know? We got shot down, yet again, today!
Sleepy... That's another thing! Why do I stay sleepy all the time?! Is that monkey pumping some kind of toxic gases in this trailer to make us stay tired all the time?!
And, what about my sideburns?! They won't grow, man! I've been trying to let them grow back out for about a month, and they're still not filling in right...
Anyone out there know an exorcist, by any chance? Yeah, that's another thing... We're in dire need of an exorcist to come in, and check Ozzy out. He's this sweet, innocent, little kitten when you first wake up in the morning. He's always purring, and rubbing against your leg, and whatnot. But, as the day goes on, he becomes possessed by the devil, and gets really mean. He starts biting you for no reason, and getting into everything... Constantly climbing around in places where he doesn't belong, trying to eat the garbage, playing with toilet paper and/or paper towels, eating your shoes, etc... He's evil, I tell you, EVIL!!!
And, who the crap is "Hugh Lowe?!" We get 20,000 phone calls for "Hugh Lowe," or his wife, Loretta, a day! He's not here already!!! Leave us alone!!!
Why do my bones pop every time I move?! What's that all about?! I'm 30-friggin' years old! Why do I feel like I'm falling apart?! I screwed my right knee up today... By walking down some steps! Yeah, really, I crap you not, friends. I was walking down steps, and all at once, my knee gave out on me. I can't even hardly bend the thing now!
So... I guess I'll eat now, get ready to go to bed, and wait for the whole, lame process to start all over again tomorrow... Peace, my brothers and sisters, ya know what I'm sayin'?
Friday, August 18, 2006
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
WDN Chatters 803
2. What color underwear are you wearing now? Do you REALLY want to know that?!
3. What are you listening to right now? L.A. Guns "Crystal Eyes"
4. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number? I'm not allowed to give my phone number to strangers
5. What was the last thing you ate? Sausage & egg biscuit... Good stuff!
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? Clear.
7. How is the weather right now? Pleasant-like. 80 degrees, not a cloud in the sky... That's the way it should stay!
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Carol. Heh heh.
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite/preferred sex? I don't notice anything about the opposite sex now, because I have my soulmate, thank you.
10. Favorite type of Food? Golly, that's hard to say! I love Chinese, Mexican, Italian, and American! No favorite, I'm afraid.
11. Do you drink? I drink a cup of (Florida style) Sunny Delight, a gallon of water a day, and usually 2 cans of pop (preferrably Pepsi).
12. Do you smoke? Never.
13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did? Sorry, can't help you on that one either... Never been drunk... Never wanna be...
14. Hair color? Kinda brown / muddy blonde.
15. What is your eye color? Blue.
16. Do you wear contacts? No.
17. Favorite Holiday? I love all holidays equally. I don't discriminate things of that nature.
18. Favorite Month? See #17. I don't discriminate. As long as I'm alive, and healthy, every time, month, moment are my favorites...
19. Have you ever cried for no reason? That's usually the ONLY time I cry is when it's for no reason.
22. Are u too shy to ask someone out? I used to be.
23.If you can say something to someone right now what would it be? I love you, Denise!
24. Hugs or Kisses? Kiss kiss, and big bear hugs.
25. Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate, Vanilla, heck I'll eat anything!
26. Who is least likely to respond? Patrick Swayze.
27. Who is most likely to respond? Willy Wonka.
28. Who do you want to respond? Charlie Brown.
29. What books are you reading? Some Jim Morrison book... "The Life & Death Of..." or something like that. I've been reading a page every day since December 4th. I'm almost halfway done now!
30. Piercings? My eyes.
31. Favorite Movie? Probably "Back To The Future," but I also love Star Wars, Tombstone, Young Guns, Forest Gump, Titanic, Armageddon, and anything Nicolas Cage has ever made.
32. Favorite football team? The C-Side Screamin' Devils With Antlers Above Their Ears.
33.What were you doing before this? Kissin' my girl.
34. Any pets? 1 brat (cat) Ozzy. He's loco, amigos!
35.Screen name? - Noneya.
34. Butter popcorn, plain, or salted? Whatever.
37. Dogs or cats? cats
38. Favorite flower? Phlox.
39. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to? I never do things I'm not supposed to be doing, because I'm not supposed to be doing those things for a reason...
40. Are you taken or single? Taken.
41. Have you ever loved someone? Not until I loved Denise. She's the real deal!!!
42. Who would you like to see right now? The person that I see right now sitting on my lap, my baby girl.
43. Are you still friends with your exes? I love "The X Files." Watch it every day! ...Oh, different type of X? Umm... No, my exes were mean to me, otherwise they wouldn't be exes, now, would they, hmmm?
44. Have you ever fired a gun? Yes, and I've peed behind a tree, too! I'm a true wilderness man.
45. Do you like to travel by plane? I love it! Oh, wait a minute... I've never been on a plane before!
46. Right-handed or Left-handed? Right. Caught me red-handed!
48. How many pillows do you sleep with? That varies from night to night. Sometimes I sleep on my pillow, sometimes I sleep on mine and Denise's both, and sometimes Denise is my pillow (while she's sleeping on both pillows, making it, technically, 3 pillows, even though we only have 2 pillows on our bed, per se...)
50. Do you have a Tattoo? My baby girl is my new tattoo, she'll be with me forever and ever, just like a real tattoo.... But, if you're talkoing about the kind that involves ink, then, no. I dislike needles muchly.
Rosie And The Originals
It's just like heaven being here with you
You're like an angel too good to be true
But after all, I love you, I do
Angel Baby, my Angel Baby
When you are near me my heart skips a beat
I can hardly stand on my own two feet
Because I love you, I love you, I do
Angel Baby, my Angel Baby
Oooh, I love you, ooooh I do
No one could love you like I do
oooooooooh oooooooooh oooooooh ooooooh ooooh ooooh oooooooh ooooh oooh
Please never leave me blue and alone
If you ever go I'm sure you'll come back home
Because I love you, I love you, I do
Angel Baby, my Angel Baby
it's just like heaven being with you dear
I could never stay away without you near
because i love you, i love you
i do, Angel Baby, my Angel Baby
Oooooh, I love you, oooh I do. No one could love you like I do.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
WDN Chatters 802
Best
1. Male friend: J.R.M.
2. Female friend: My soulmate, my Denise
3. Vacation: Closets
Worst
1. Time of day: 1:17p.m.
2. Day of the Week: Yesterday
3. Food: Those bacon / cheddar cheese chicken nuggets that "10" bought for us last month.
4. Memory: That day that I fell, and forgot how to pee.
Last
1. Person you saw: Besides Baby Girl, that dude who changed the oil in my car.
2. Talked to on the phone: Mum
3. Text: I've never been to Texas
4. IMed: I don't believe in that.
5. Messaged over myspace: Baby Girl
Today
1. What are you doing now: Kissing Denise.
2. Wearing: Cold feet
3. Better than yesterday: Every day just gets better, and better, and better, and better...
Tomorrow
1. Is: Yesterday
2. Got any plans: Go to Washington DC, and killing the first politician I see.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow? I'll probably end up going to jail for it.
Favorite
1. Number: 14,000,641,286.
2. Song: Anything as long as it's not Vanilla Ice
3. Color: Summer
4. Season: Red
Currently
1. Missing someone: I miss Freddy Kruger like crazy, man! Where has he been for so long?!
2. Mood: Sleepy, hungry, sick to my stomach, and happy, because I keep getting kisses from Denise while I'm typing this.
3. Wanting: To go to Myrtle Beach, and smell the ocean air as I dive off a pier into the wet sand below.
True or False:
I am a cuddler: No, I'm an American!
I am a morning person: Yeah, sure, whatever
I am an only child: I'm 30. I've not been a child for quite some time.
I am currently in pajamas: I'm currently in what I slept in last night... If you want to consider that pajamas, then I'm game!
I am currently suffering from a broken heart: My suffering stopped on April 2nd.
I am addicted to myspace: No. It's evil.
I am online 24/7: For 24 minutes every 7 days... Yes.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: No, but I do enjoy ginger bread cookies.
I can be paranoid at times: The truth is out there.
I currently regret something that I have done: I regret nothing! You can't take me alive, Copper!
When I get mad, I curse frequently: No, I'm not a witch.
I enjoy country music: I enjoy throwing up every time I hear country music, because it drowns out the noise of that crappy music.
I enjoy jazz music: Kinda sorta
I love smoothies: Is that dirty? Kinda sounds kinky...
I enjoy talking on the phone: No, phones are evil.
I have a crush: I haven't drank that pop in years! I prefer Pepsi, myself.
I have a hard time paying attention at school: When I was in school, yes... College, to be more exact. It was lame. High school was okay, I guess, but I was always day-dreaming about getting out of school so me and the boys could jam.
I have a hidden talent: Yes, true... I can fart through my nose.
I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" girl/guy: No, I usually land on the safety net below.
I have all my grandparents: All of my mom's parents, but none of my dad's.
I have at least one brother and/or sister: I have one sister. She's very abusive toward me and my hamster, though, so we tend to not eat together anymore.
I have been told that I have a sense of humor: Never.
I have broken a bone: No, but I've broken a bananna before.
I have changed a diaper: Back when I was a baby I changed my own diaper frequently, because my mom didn't like the way my yellow poopie smelled.
I have changed a lot over the past year: God, yeah. For the better, definitely.
I have done something illegal: Once I snorted mustard.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color: Yes, and I've seen friends I've never had, too.
I have had major/minor surgery: Oh yes... I almost forgot! One time I had to have my elbow surgically removed to prevent my appendix from rupturing. They replaced my elbow (the one on my left arm, by the way) with a jar of peanut butter.
I have had my hair cut within the last 2 months: No. Scissors have not touched this mane since August 1, 2005.
Monday, August 07, 2006
"The Long, Slow Goodbye"
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Friday, July 28, 2006
~Nine Inch Nails
i still recall the taste of your tears
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
scraping through my head 'til i don't want to sleep anymore
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have
you always were the one to show me how
back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now
this thing is slowly taking me apart
grey would be the color if i had a heart
come on, tell me
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have
in this place it seems like such a shame
though it all looks different now, i know it's still the same
everywhere i look you're all i see
just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be
come on, tell me
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make it all go away
i just want something
i just want something i can never have
i just want something i can never have
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Life sucks!
However... I should know better by now... QUIT GETTING MY HOPES UP!!! That's been my philosophy for the last 15 years, or so... "Don't bother getting your hopes up, Dude, because nothing ever goes your way!" To quote the Cinderella song... "The more things change, the more they stay the same." Yeah... In a move that shouldn't have surprised me, at this point, the bank did not approve my loan request! Their "First-Time Buyers Program" doesn't cover trailers. And, the house we were looking at *USED TO BE* a trailer. It was turned into a house, but since it was originally a trailer, they couldn't accept my loan application. Yeah, I could still buy the house straight through the bank... But, I don't seem to have a spare $5,000 laying around anywhere ($3,500 for the down payment, and $1,100+ for the closing costs... Basically, $5,000.)... So... Shall I repeat? LIFE SUCKS!!!
So, now, in the process of escaping this landlord's prison, I have, pretty much, ruined my once-"excellent" credit, because I've been turned down for a loan three times... Which means our chances of escaping this prison are very, very slim now... LIFE SUCKS!!!
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
So... Here I am. I'm listening to The Ramones. I'm eating some chicken stir fry out of my lap. I'm drinking some water. Oh, and the keyboard is in my lap, too. {(Ozzy just came in, and tried to take my chicken stir fry away from me! My chicken stir fry is now up on top of the computer.)} My Denise is talking to her mom on the phone in our room... Just setting the mood... Preparing you folks for another announcement... Ready?
...We found another house for sale in Chatty!!! We're fairly in love with it, actually. We like it better than the other house! So, everything just might work out for the better, after all. This new house has 3 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, a garage, a carport, a really nice deck along the back side of the house, and... A shop... A future-studio! Heh heh. So now, I'm going to go back to bank #2 tomorrow, and see what happens. Good feelings with this house, man! Good, good, good!
Monday, July 24, 2006
Thursday, July 20, 2006
In a surprising turn of events, things *COULD* be turning around for us now. I was saying, in an earlier post, that the odds of getting the Chatty house were very slim... Well, the odds just swung in our favor today! There's, like, a 60% chance that we'll be getting the Chatty house after all! I got some encouraging news from the bank today. Now, if we can just get the owner of the house to see things our way... She's getting a little annoyed with all the delays... Just think of how we feel, lady!!! Anyway, there could be hope... We just might be busting out of here, man!
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Anyway, I'm taking another road trip, of sorts, today. I'm going to Canada! Canada, Kentucky, that is... Heh heh. Going to look at a house over there. The one in Chatty doesn't like us, or something. We've had all sorts of problems in trying to buy that house. So, today, we're starting the search for another house. We tried to find the Canada house, yesterday, but didn't have very good directions, so we couldn't find it. Today we have good directions, and we're *SO* there, dude. Supposed to meet the guy at 6. Hopefully, it'll be a good house, full of good vibes, and whatnot, and we'll be able to get it, and end all this silliness. Can't take much more of our goofy landlord, and his stupid rules...
Friday, July 14, 2006
~ Jon Bon Jovi
I wake up in the morning
And I raise my weary head
I've got an old coat for a pillow
And the earth was last night's bed
I don't know where I'm going
Only God knows where I've been
I'm a devil on the run
A six gun lover
A candle in the wind
When you're brought into this world
They say you're born in sin
Well at least they gave me something
I didn't have to steal or have to win
Well they tell me that I'm wanted
Yeah, I'm a wanted man
I'm a colt in your stable
I'm what Cain was to Abel
Mister catch me if you can
I'm going out in a blaze of glory
Take me now but know the truth
I'm going out in a blaze of glory
Lord I never drew first
But I drew first blood
I'm no one's son
Call me young gun
You ask about my conscience
And I offer you my soul
You ask if I'll grow to be a wise man
Well I ask if I'll grow old
You ask me if I've known love
And what it's like to sing songs in the rain
Well, I've seen love come
And I've seen it shot down
I've seen it die in vain
Shot down in a blaze of glory
Take me now but know the truth
'Cause I'm going down in a blaze of glory
Lord I never drew first
But I drew first blood
I'm the devil's son
Call me young gun
Each night I go to bed
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
No I ain't looking for forgiveness
But before I'm six foot deep
Lord, I got to ask a favor
And hope you'll understand
'Cause I've lived life to the fullest
Let this boy die like a man
Staring down a bullet
Let me make my final stand
Shot down in a blaze of glory
Take me now but know the truth
I'm going out in a blaze of glory
Lord I never drew first
But I drew first blood
And I'm no one's son
Call me young gun
I'm a young gun
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Visions Of The Future
Side view:
The future sight of the new Cruel Music studio??? (Working title, "The Shop," as in the music shop...):
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
A little ditty about my soul mate, Denise...
Stumbled here to paint you on my arm
So I wrote this song