Happy, happy!!!

I don't mean to brag, here, but... MAN, MY LIFE IS GOING SOOOO GOOD RIGHT NOW!!! I thought I was in love once before... Came close to that feeling again in December... But, neither of those were love at all! Boys and Girls, *THIS* is love!!! Denise is sooooooooo awesome! I love her so much! Some people spend their entire lives trying to find their soul mates... There's no doubt in my mind that I've found my soul mate... Actually, my soul mate found me! Can't wait for all y'all to meet her! She's just the sweetest thing I've ever met. I love you, Denisey!!! Life is so good!

Update on Mom

Hey gang! My mom is doing good now. She had surgery, Thursday. She's still in the hospital right now, but Dad says they're going to let her come home tomorrow. My friends at work have been really encouraging for me. Thanks for all your kind words, and stuff.

"Sabbra Cadabra"

BLACK SABBATH

Feel so good I feel so fine

Love that little lady always on my mind

Gives me lovin' every night and day

Never gonna leave her, never goin' away

Someone to love me

You know she makes me feel alright

Someone who needs me

Love me every single night

Feel so happy since I met that girl

When we're making love it's something out of this world

Feels so good to know that she's all mine

Going to love that woman 'til the end of time

Someone to live for

Love me 'til the end of time

Makes me feel happy

Good to know that she's all mine

Lovely lady make love all night long

Real-Life Fairy Tale

Once upon a time, there was a Sweet Princess. This Sweet Princess was very sad and lonely. She had spent the last two years trying to find the man of her dreams, and was beginning to think that she would never find true love.

A few miles down the road, lived a lonely guy, who was also looking for the love of a lifetime. He had just came out of a very difficult relationship. The girl he liked left him for an evil drug lord, and ruined his life... The lonely guy was so sad! He was ready to give up on ever finding true love, because every time he thought he'd found a good girl, she'd end up hurting him.

Then, one day, the Sweet Princess found the lonely guy on the internet. It was love at first sight for her. She just KNEW that the lonely guy was the guy she'd been looking for all her life. She began writing letters to the lonely guy. The Sweet Princess would tell the lonely guy that she really liked him a lot, but, still hurting from his past failures, the lonely guy thought it was just a joke. "Surely no girl could ever love me!" he thought. But, the Sweet Princess would not give up. She kept telling the lonely guy, "I really love you!!!" Finally, the lonely guy's pain began to ease, and he opened his mind to the possibility that, yes, maybe he could fall in love, after all...

After writing to the Sweet Princess for about a month, the Sweet Princess called the lonely guy. Immediately after hearing her sweet voice, the lonely guy fell in love with the Sweet Princess. He knew this was true love at last! The two young lovers began talking on the phone to one another nearly every day. And, with every passing day, their love grew stronger and stronger. The two lovers quickly realized that they were soul mates, and were destined to spend their lives together. It took a while, but they finally got to meet, face to face, and on that day, they were never apart again. The Sweet Princess had found her Sweet Prince, and together, they lived happily ever after...

I'm in love with the girl I'm talking about....

Denise... Denise... Denise... Denise... Denise... Denise... Denise... Denise... Denise... <3<3<3

Update

I've been out of contact for a while. Been kinda busy with work, and stuff. This is mostly for old friends... I'm pretty sure everyone in the family knows by now... But, Mom has cancer again. She was diagnosed with ovarian cancer, last week. Third time she's had cancer! She's going to have a hysterectomy next Thursday, in Huntington. She's a tough lady. I know she's going to beat this again. But, your prayers would be appreciated. Many thanks! Hope to get back to writing y'all soon. It's been too long! I miss ya's!

I've been feeling more paranoid than usual, these last couple days. I thought I'd make a few minor changes, like delete my profile on MySpace, and maybe erase all of my personal information from the blog, and over at Cruel Music... But, the more I think about this, the more paranoid I'm becoming! Yeah... I'm going to go back to the stone age on this thing! I don't trust electronic devices, period. I'm going to change my internet provider, email address, and get my phone number changed. Sorry for the inconvience, and stuff... Things are pretty weird here. Anyone wishing to contact me can reach me at my postal address. That's the only thing I'm not going to change. Back to the Stone Age! Kinda sounds like a movie title...

Nevermind...

I must apologize to those of you wanting to hear my massive, brutal, aggressive songs. I never got around to recording those. Now I don't want to sing them, period, because the tide has changed. I'm not a very good actor. Never have been. So, I can't pretend to be angry, and sing those heavy songs with the amount of emotion and sincerity that they deserve, because that's all in the past now. I'm not bitter anymore. I've completely numbed my feelings toward those responsible for making me angry and bitter. I could care less about these people, so they don't deserve to have songs about them... Yeah, turns out I'm more interested in writing love songs, at the moment. I'm in the process of falling deeply in love, right now, and, I don't mind telling you, I've never been happier in my life! Thank you, Denise! <3

News (I think...)

Hey, All! Just wanted to make a little, itty, bitty note about what I've been up to lately... Yeah, there are still a select few people from my "old life," who don't hate me, and are still interested in my affairs, and stuff, and drop by here from time to time... I must say, again, that I'm really lovin' my *NEW* life, though, and the wonderful people I've surrounded myself with. They've been a real blessing, during these trying times. Thank you! Especially Denise! =) How great is she?! Wish y'all could know her. She's probably the sweetest thing I've ever encountered! A lot of love in the making, there! Heh heh. Making love... Or maybe I could sing that old 80's song, "Making love out of nothing at all..." Well, maybe not tonight...

Anyway... On the Cruel Music side of things... Believe it, or not, but I *AM* still writing new songs when I get the chance. And, given the events of these last few months, these lyrics are the most aggressive I've ever written in my life. Hey, I've got a right to be angry! I'm just choosing to deal with my anger, and bitterness, through my music. Create something positive out of these horrible experiences, you know? Yeah, leave it to failed attempts at love to bring about such creativity! Just keep in mind, the lyrics on this soon-to-be-released CD are not a reflection of how I'm feeling now. I haven't been this happy in over a year!